Awesome!

I woke up late today... 12pm. I was cranky a lil coz I didnt take my pre-dawn breakfast, but I still fast. (=

Anyways, got up, took a shower... Was really late, I had to meet my Brother & Sis In Law @ Tiong Bahru... So I stormed out my home..

When I met my bro & his wife @ Tiong Bahru, we headed for GEYLANG SERAI for some shopping! Haha... I thought it was gonna be dull till my bro & sis in law asked me to ask Hannah along. So my Sis in law made the call. Zura was coming too... Yeay! My crazy people are coming.. It was the beginning of my happiness.. Haha...

First I saw Aisha, an GIORDANO staff. then I met Yat & his mum n sis n his bro... haha... nice seeing you there dude.. Though I see him everytime coz Yat stays near me.. Teck WHye!

After dat, we saundered around some more... I went on the massage chair.... Man it was awesome! After dat, we went to look for a place to break our fast. And we landed ourselves at JOO CHIAT FOOD CENTRE... The food was so so... The waiting time was the spoiler.. damn.. Hannah & zura didnt break-fast with us coz of sumthing, but they didnt disappoint, they came too haha.. I fetched them at the entrance and introduced them to my Brother & sis in law. My bro treated them to Ramli Burgers n drinks...

Speaking of drinks, I drank about 5times throughout the whole day haha... I mean after breaking fast coz I was fasting.. Duh... haha...

We laughed alot joking about loads of things... Hannah & Zura were fighting over my nephew.. Haha.. Funny funny moment...

Then while we were heading to buy some LEKOR for our dear Hannah, outside RAJA KUIH, I saw Kak Jarisa! Haha.. She was the mean if u wanted her to be, she was nice if u treat her right. She was the longest GIORDANO AREA MANAGER. She was my AM at one point. Haha.. She was talking to me... It was different to see her like dat... We said our good byes... Haha..

Then we went to buy drinks, AGAIN... I saw SYLVIA... My buddy-buddy... Haha... I introed her to everyone... Its like more than a coincidence today for me haha... And the good thing was dat everyone clicked well.. I'm so happy... Haha... I smiled all the way home with my laughing pills Hannah n Zura.. Nice meeting u again Zura... Missed u loads..

and here I am.. Preparing for MY PRE-DAWN breakfast... Haha.. I'm gonna cook maggi goreng... Yummy... So, I just had fun today... No care, no worries.. Just clear thoughts... Raya in 5days people!!! Haha.. I'm off Dudes & dudets.. Stay cool aite? Rock On With Class!

List Of People I Met Today

1. Ashdee

2. Yat & His Family

3. Aisha

4. Hannah

5. Zura

6. Sylvia

7. Kak Jarisa

8. Kak Zaiton

Zubir-O

Happy Happy Sad... Inalilah...

Well today, I got up @ 7am.. Man I was so cranky coz I slept @ 5am... So I went back to sleep and woke up @ 12.30pm.. Blah3.. Haha...

Ok after dat, went online, saw Idah online... Been a while since she & I had a long chat.. Last time I remembered chatting with her was about 3-4hours haha... today was almost there... We chatted about RAYA COOKIES... She asked me how many my mum made already, dun wurry idah, still got time to make more.. And, I want those WHITE CHOCOLATE COOKIES IN CUPS ah... Haha.. Aku dah book Idah... You'll get your 8bottles haha... It was nice chatting with her after so long... Thanks yeah... Needed to kill time..

After dat, when I almost went offline, Salwa, my ex classmate from my secondary school days chatted me up. She told me a very shocking news... Jannah, another ex classmate's father had actually passed two days ago... Man I was so sad coz I'm close to Jannah too... I remember once her dad sending me, Salwa & Lily home in 2003... Thanks Cik Abdullah.. Ur deeply missed by ur family. Its a huge loss for Jannah... I know it hurts Jannah, be strong.. Worst thing is, Hari Raya is just round the corner... He's in a better place with Allah... I'll make sure I visit u with Lily and the gang.. I won't sit here while a friend is in need of some comforting... Salam takziah untuk kamu sekeluarga...

I'm still sick.. My sore throat's getting worst, my temperature got higher.. But I will not throw away my fast just coz im sick... I still fast... I wont die dat easily haha... ok den dudes n dudets.. I need some resting... have an awesome weekend yeah? rock on with style!

Zubir-O

Blowed off some steam!

Wahh today was an ok day..

I dunno, all of a sudden I felt the urge to jog alone. Hannah is busy, so I went alone. Left my place at 11pm and reached home @ 1am. I really needed to blow off some steam. I'm really pissed abit at some things today. guess jogging was the answer.

While jogging @ CCK park, I jogged pass this dark area, man I know the fasting month all the ghost and demons are chained, but when I passed that area, I smelled a flowery fragrant. The hair on my neck stood, my heart beat so fast that I decided to get away from that area. Haha.. Scary lah...

Anyways, it's getting late. I wanna sleep early tonite. Tc dudes n dudets..

Rock on

Zubir-O

I Got Nerve...

I know where I stand

I know who I am

I would never run away when life gets bad

it's Everything I see

Every part of me

Gonna get what I deserve

I Got Nerve

I have to say, after some talking with my friends, I felt there's more to life. And the whole sulking thing? Is not my thing. Ever since I returned to ITE last year, I felt like I was different, felt like I changed, but I really changed for the worst. I made others feel like shit n stuff. But thats in the past. Man, I've been thru alot this 2years. The past is past I say.

From now on, whatever happens to anyone, anybody or any being, I would not give a damn. Settle your own problems, I have my own shit to settle. Call me what you want, but come to think of it, Why help others, when your getting a bad name at the end of the day? Pointless. People can be so ungrateful.

I'm free as a bird. Life has gotten better for me. I need to focus on myself. Time to pick up the pieces of my broken life. So, Zubir's Helping Services is closed. Get that!

I'm still looking for the girl of my dreams. Where can she be? Hehe... Where are u my love??? Haha...

Ok Dudes & Dudets, I gotta go.. I need to rest... Tc...

Rock On

Zubir-O

Almost 4am... Random Post... Haiz...

Its almost 4am, people might be wondering why I'm up at this hour, SAHUR? Yes! Cant Sleep? Yes!

I have so much on my mind at this point, people see me smile, but they dunt know what lies within me... I too have problems, I mean dont we all, we're human arent we? I've been thinking these past few months, about how I was treated, how I behaved, how I changed...

It all began coz I needed some advice, and it turned out to be the end of my trust for my so called "FRIEND". I'm to blame too coz I didnt tell them upfront, instead people thought I was gossiping, whereas I needed some directions.

I used to always think frienship never ends, but I thought wrong... Did I make bad choices? I'm not shooting anyone here, so please dont get offended..

I feel so dumb now, I have nothing left.. But hey, I still have my old buddies to back me up rite guys? Thanks for the support n advice.

People find my quietness as arrogance at times, they think I choose not to talk to them, whereas I want too, but I need to rest myself at times. U cant be urself 24/7... Ur not human if ur "YOU" 24/7... I feel akward shooting my feelings here coz I've never done it b4 & I'm not seeking attention one bit... I dunno what to do next...

Im isolating myself for now, I need to think, and I bet many have seen changes in me... Not sure if its for the better or the worst... I will not say much from now onwards. This is the best for everyone... I'm so so lost... No one will ever understand my situation, why? Coz their not me...


I need time... please..

I really am at my breaking point... I fake a smile so they wont see...

Zubir-O

Strike 3! Ur Out!

Seriously dude, ur getting on my nerves... Your lucky this is the fasting month, the remark u gave me the other day wasnt necessary... I'm so F**cking pissed @ u rite now.. I thought by talking to u the other day, I could see a change in u, but ur proved to be a bigger ass.

What's with the gossiping Huh? You got sumthing to say, u come say it to my face, unless u dun have the balls to do so.... Dont hide behind others just coz u cant face the music... Try me summore, I'll let u have ur shot, but when the time comes, u'll regret ever meeting me... I can be nice, I can so be an ASSHOLE.

I know U'll be reading this post, and I'm glad you're reading it, coz this is my last warning to u... I told u, I'm not the only one who's waiting for an opportunity, I guess Idah was right when she said you will never change, and I agree with her 100%... Dun make everyone hate you because of what you say and your low-life actions.

I'm so in a bad mood these days.. Dun make things worst.