Try These 12 Ways..

12 Ways To Know That You Love Someone?

TWELVE:
You talk with him/her late at night and when you go to bed you still think of him/her.
ELEVEN:
You walk really slowly when you are with him/her.
TEN:
You don't feel Ok when he/she is far away.
NINE:
You smile when you hear his/her voice.
EIGHT:
When you look at him/her,you do not see other people around you.You see only him/her.
SIX:
He/She is everything you want to think.
FIVE:
You realise that you smile every time you look at him/her.
FOUR:
You would do anything to see him/her.
THREE:
While you have been reading this, there was a person in your mind all the time.
TWO:
You've been so busy thinking of that person that you didn't notice that number SEVEN is missing.
ONE:
You are going to check above if that's true and now you are silently laughing to yourself.

NOW MAKE A WISH! YOU KNOW WHAT YOU WANT THE MOST....... ALMOST THERE!
Send this message to all your friends like that: 12 WAYS TO KNOW THAT YOU LOVE SOMEONE
*And something good is going to happen tonight....

Smile

Hey guys, do one thing tonight. try smiling when you go to sleep... I know I will... (=


Here's to a new beginning...
Smiles From Zubir-O

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Raya With The Gang!

So yesterday was The Gila Gang's 2010 jalan raya... It was so nice to see each other after so long. Nice to be with people who you can rely & call a friend... And laughter was not absent from all this... We went to many houses... Laughed our assess off, took hundreds of pictures.. I'm tired from all the deleting & editing... I was supposed to go on leave but had to cover a colleague who was sick. Didn't get to end off the night with the gang but its ok, it was all in good nature to help out a colleague. What if one day, it was my turn? So that'll be all for now... I'm tired to babble about my day... Just so you know, it was fun thats all! hahaha.. For now, I'm gonna bounce... Check you guys out on the flip side! Au Revoir..

Smiles From
Zubir-O

Just When I Thought Things Are Getting Worst, They Don't...

This is weird... Really... Am I dreaming or am I just plain crazy? Hahaha... I'm smiling again... Why? I don't know lah actually... Wanna know? Wait & see... My happiness isn't gone just yet. Down, but I'm not broken... Honestly! Hahaha... Can't wait for this Sunday... Raya with the gila gang... my people who never fail to make me SMILE! Let's laugh our asses off right? So here we go, a new happier chapter! (=

Smiles From A Happy Heart
Zubir-O

Confessions Of A Broken Heart...

Fuck, why is it so hard? To let go and just move on? I mean, I wasn't loved, if I was I wouldn't be in this shitty condition. I've not shaved, I'm in a mess. Moodless on hari raya. Angry & sad feelings keep coming back & forth. I thought I moved on and vowed to make it better. But why is it so fucking hard? Is this even normal to say out loud? I can't sleep, I wonder too much. I day dream about how things are right now. Someone take this all away from me. Its so annoying, it just won't go away. I'm dealing with my inner demon. Fighting hard to get back to the right path. I wish non of this happened. I wish I didn't know how to open up & trust, at least, the pain wouldn't be so great. I sleep with a broken heart everyday. I wake up like a zombie. I'm barely talking to people. I'm keeping to myself. I just don't know what's happening to me right now. Are these retribution for all the wrong I've done in my life? How bout the good I've done.

Everytime I'm close to achieving something, I end up either blowing it up or just losing it. Call me crazy, but I think I need help with this one. I just need someone to take me out of my misery. Take me away from all this. I need a guardian angel at this point. I'm only human. I just need to be away from all this. I need a peace of mind. Give me that at least. It hurts so so bad. My heart is really hurting. Please Allah, I need to be at peace. I don't want to go through this damn turmoil..... I used to be the strongest individual my friends have ever known. But now I seem like a tiny little timid mouse who lost his courage, all hope & faith.

I don't want no broken heart... No More...

Nobody forgets where he buried the hatchet

We ride a roller coaster in life. Because that's how things are up & down. You fall in love, get angry, cry your heart out, smile happily everyday. You go through trouble & sorrows and love & joy. I know I may sound like I'm blabbering nonsense, but this is actual fact in life. You make mistakes, you apologize. But the 3 key points to a successful apology is to say "I'm sorry, It was my mistake, it wont happen again". Whether the person chooses to forgive you or not, depends on them. Don't force them to forgive you because it takes a clear conscience and sincere heart to do it. I've experienced things first hand. These are my past experience. I make mistakes everyday, without fail, whether spilling something on the floor, printing the wrong stuff at work, making someone mad, hurting someone or just being me. But these are all unintentional. I am remorseful for all that I've done.

I never did have much growing up, but what I had was my values, my pride & honour. Also a family who cares for one another till this very day. We don't need money or material, we just need each other. If one fails, the others are they to help them get back up. I don't like worrying em. I'm mature enough to do things for my own.

I've never been successful in love. Never got my first kiss, never had someone to call my own long enough before they leave. I know this all sounds far-fetched, but their my reality. I was brought up in a way not to disrespect women, maybe this is the set back to why I hold back or why there's no chemistry in my relationships. I'm slow as hell. I try to love the person first, and then when I go to second gear, I'm left there cause I never had much time to react. I just wish a miracle happens for me. I'm not ashamed to admit the above. Because I don't like lying. Say or think whatever you want. Least I know I'm being true to myself & not hiding behind some mask. I believe however, one day the one who's waiting for me, will meet me soon. And that she'll be the one to mold me into a more stronger man. Wherever you are dear maiden, please hurry hahaha...

Enough of all this, its time the OLD Zubir comes back. No more sorrow shit. Life's gotta go on. I'm done expressing myself here. I got work tomorrow.

From The Bottom Of My Heart

I forgive you. Be happy out there. We can be friends, but things aren't gonna be how you'd imagine it to be like from before. I'm through being heartbroken & sad over you. I need to go and clear my mind for now. Have a good life.

To Err Is Human, To Forgive Is Divine...

To the 137th Intake!

Happy One Year Serving NS Bros! One more year OrD LOH! We made it this far and we're gonna continue doing it... Till the end!