Wednesday, November 24, 2010

Failure Is The Mother To All Success... Yeah Right...

I knew it. I knew I was gonna fail. 1 second was all it took to turn my mood all low. I feel shitty, I don't feel like talking. I'm weak. So here's to me, I'm not doing things right. 2.4 was something I was strong in. Damn damn damn! I need to think things through. I don't think I'm ok. Help me god for I know I've sinned, this is my punishment, I accept it. But how long? What happened to the old Zubir-O? Its anybody's guess..


Not Myself Tonight...
Zubir

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

I Need Inspiration, I Need To Pray...


IPPT, those four initials I hate hearing. Because that's when I know I have to go all out with my physical fitness to achieve something, I don't wanna be going for centralised training again. I've had my fair share in my training days. Dear Allah, I know I come to when I need something but forget you when I don't need anything. I've sinned gratefully. Please forgive me, I feel so weak.

I'm seriously not myself lately. I show that I'm happy, but in reality, I'm just covering things up with laughter & fake smiles. But there are sincerity in most of the joys & laughter I've shown. I'm over you, but I keep thinking about us again & again. This isn't fair. This is not fair at all. I need a miracle. For all the good I've done I ask for one thing over again. Happiness. I just need a peace of mind. Please... That's all I need. Allah, Please let all my family & friends be happy, I'm willing to sacrifice anything for em. I shouldn't be selfish with wanting anything for my own needs. Let those around me be happy and have a fruitful life. Let them have love, joy & laughter. Please Allah, I'm willing to sacrifice my happiness for them. Let me pay for my sins. I've always known how to not hate people, I don't like to hate. For those who have hurt me, let them find peace and tranquility in themselves. I don't want anymore feuds between friends. My mind is not peace. Hopefully one day, I'll be able to say "hey, I'm ok" sincerely.... If anyone needs help, I'm willing to be there for you. Promise

To you, please be a good girl, be safe, I don't know what's wrong with me, but I want you to be happy. You deserve happiness. I'm close to forgetting you totally. I just need more recovery time. I'll continue being me. I need to change my ways. I just need time. That's all...

Whatever happens, I'll always be there for you... I cry thinking if things are gonna be ok. God, please let things be ok from now on.
Zubir-O

Saturday, November 13, 2010

Phuket, Thailand

Last week, I went to Phuket Thailand for a 4 days 3 nights holiday with 3 of my buddies. It was also the first time I was in a flight. First flight experience was awesome! haaaa! We were on a Tiger-airways flight and the air stewards & stewardess were all friendly & super nice. As usual I have to whip out my camera and take pictures hahaha... So as the pictures roll down, I'll tell you stories... (Scroll down!)


Zai & I queuing up for our flight tickets and from afar Sly snap a good shot of us hahaha...
Sly & me bored of waiting at the entry to the plane. Gate 4 was such a bore trust me...
And so we took flight, high above the clouds & beautiful blue sky..
Sawadee-Kaa Phuket Thailand, We're Here!!!!We wasted no time, so it was recce time! We walked along this place called Bangla Street, yes you read right, Bangla Street hahaha.... Literally... The night lights sure made our eyes glittery. Off for our first dinner in Thailand... Indian food!This vintage phone booth caught my eye the moment we got off the transport. haha..The following day, we got ready for our water activities which we were all psyched about. Fresh faces out of bed! LOL... Especially mine... Da
This is the speedboat that took us from Patong Area to the Phi Phi Islands which Leonardo DiCaprio acted in the movie "The Beach".
Snorkeling was one of the highlights of that day. The only snorkeling I did in the past was in the swimming pool. I never thought that one day I'd be able to actually do it hahah.. The clear blue water, the colourful fishes, the calm coral reef.. It was so relaxing. I got stung by small jellyfishes, TWICE! hahaha... But its all good...
Via feeding the naughty monkeys that kept coming back for Bananas... Now I know why monkeys are known to be cheeky! hahaha Normal lah, go anywhere, making friends with people is a must when it comes to us, even if it means making friends in another country... KIMCHEE! Btw, they're Koreans.These BBQ gigantic corns were in Khai Island... I tell you I've not tasted anything like this before. Juicy, fresh & cheap! LOL1You would think we'd be tired & exhausted after a full day event like that? No, the night just began.... We went swimming at our resort's pool. No one but us controlling that pool. Felt so care free & just great. This picture below shows how boys will always be boys Hehe..All fun with no food is a No-No. Food in Phuket were amazingly nice. No complains just splendid.

If you come to Thailand & you don't taste the authentic taste of Tom Yum, then its not worth coming hehe... I tell you this Tom Yum Goong is tremendous. The owner made friends with us. I feel like BBQ all of a sudden.... (=
Activities continued the later days, we went Glow in the Dark bowling which was a first for all of us infact. Something different indeed. Everything was dark, the music played was great. Dancing & bowling the evening away....Then we went simulating shooting. Don't worry the gun I'm holding isn't real. Its a laser guy, basically a toy! Cool stuff actually. You just shoot the laser pointer at the Game screens they have, and you score points. The winner gets their face printed out and exhibited in their mini gallery. Cool...Night life in Phuket is an all system go kinda thing. Thais here I believe are nocturnal. There were things you would never see in Singapore. I'm glad I'm in Singapore. Much more peaceful. All good things have to come to an end, our final shot before flying back to our stomping grounds. A group photo with what people might call "corny" I say whatever kinda tees hahaha.. Phuket was truly fun, it was filled with Sun, sand & beach. Good friends, great activities. Felt like not going back for a sec, but come to think of it, home is the best place still. Thank you Phuket Thailand for having us. We'll come back for sure someday. There you go ladies & gentlemen of the flipside, this concludes my trip to Thailand. You guys should, many of my friends are going there. Next stop hopefully, BALI! Till the next blog post, take care & I will catch you on the flipside! Au Revoir.


Smiles From Zubir-O
Sawadee Kaa!

Sunday, November 7, 2010

Hey Hey Hey

Hey guys, I'm leaving home soon, leaving for PHUKET!!! Its today!!! Hahahha.... I'm gonna de-stress there, away from work, away from all the problems & stress. I need a break and apparently this is it. My blog & facebook will be inactive till my return on the 10th. So you guys take care and I will catch you on the flip side IF I come home? hahahaha... Au Revoir. Phuket, Thailand, Sawatdee Kaa!!!!!! BYE GUYS!


Bestest Smile From Zubir-O

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

Better Than PCD!



Off to work now! Bye Have a good week ahead! 5 Days to Phuket! I'm so gonna have fun!


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