A prayer

Words won't take or heal away the pain but you have your reasons for doing what you did. You will never feel the pain that I feel right now. I feel like a fool being played with but hey its over right, now you can sleep soundly at night not needing to think about someone who once upon a time would take it all the way for you. I was sincere, my heart was clear and I respected you, ONCE. Thank you for the heartache, I don't wish for you to get the same treatment, you got what you wanted from me, and that's all that's important for you. I bow down in defeat because this is how things always are. Maybe love & me just can't be friends.


- Farewell once loved
"Ya allah, pada bulan yang mulia ini, aku minta satu sahaja, kebahagian diriku yang aku telah beri kepada orang yang perlukan lebih dari ku. Aku mohon maaf atas segala dosa-dosa ku. Dan berikan dia lebih kebahagian moga berjaya dalam hidup dan sentiasa tidak merasa apa aku telah lalui... All I want is just to be happy that's all. Please grant me this at least. Pain visits me too much. Its killing me day by day. Please, let me see the brighter things in life. Amin."


From The Sincerest Heart
Zubir-O

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I forgive you for lying to me, but please do me this just one thing, don't do it to the next sucker who falls for you because its not nice and someone could actually get hurt, one of those someone, is me... Yeah you let them go, but while you can still keep it going you try to save it.

Opened my eyes, realised it was all just a dream,..

I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, yeah; it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
Who she come back? No one knows.
I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream.

I was at the top and I was like I’m at the basement.
Number one spot and now she found her a replacement.
I swear now I can't take it, knowing somebody's got my baby.
And now you ain't around, baby I can't think.
Shoulda put it down. Shoulda got that ring.
Cuz I can still feel it in the air.
See her pretty face run my fingers through her hair.

My lover, my life. My shorty, my wife.
She left me, I'm tied.
Cuz I knew that it just ain't right.

I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, yeah; it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
Who she come back? No one knows.
I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream.

When I be ridin man I swear I see her face at every turn.
Tryin to get my usher over, I can let it burn.
And I just hope she notice she the only one I yearn for.
Oh I miss her when will I learn?

Didn't give her all my love, I guess now I got my payback.
Now I'm in the club thinkin all about my baby.
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Hey, she was so easy to love. But wait, I guess that love wasn't enough.

I'm goin through it every time that I'm alone.
And now i'm missin, wishin she'd pick up the phone.
But she made a decision that she wanted to move one.
Cuz I was wrong.

And I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, yeah; it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
Who she come back? No one knows.
I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream.

If you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
If you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
And now they're gone and you wish you could give them everything.
I said, if you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
If you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
And now they're gone and you wish you could give them everything.

I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, yeah; it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
Who she come back? No one knows.
I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream.

And I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, yeah; it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
Who she come back? No one knows.
I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream.

Aiseh bedah.. today I didn't wake up for sahur... I was up till 3plus, was so tired, I thought if I just layed down for abit, I'd be ok, it ended me up waking at 8plus hahaah... But thats no reason not to fast... I'm still fasting alhamdulillah... 4th day, still going strong... Hope my dear can fast really soon... And I wanted to take this chance to say Selamat Menjalani Ibadah Puasa to all the muslims around the world... Hope everyone is smoothly fasting and not opening up the pots in the morning hahaha... I got work today man and after that night shift tomorrow morning, its buka with my dearest silliest friends! Its been 3 months since we had a big gathering... I can't wait to see them all... Maybe while we're at Geylang tomorrow, I'll get my baju aswell... I've been too busy working that I forgot lotsa things.... GAHHHH! Hahaha.. Ok weird moment.. anyways I gotta go now.. I need to do somethings... You guys take care...


Smiles From Zubir-O

This One's For You Dear...

Oh her eyes, her eyes
make the stars look like they're not shining
her hair, her hair
falls perfectly without her trying

she's so beautiful
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and i tell her every day

yeah i know, i know
when i compliment her
she wont believe me
and its so, its so
sad to think she don't see what i see

but every time she asks me do i look okay
i say

when i see your face
there's not a thing that i would change
cause you're amazing
just the way you are
and when you smile,
the whole world stops and stares for awhile
cause girl you're amazing
just the way you are

her lips, her lips
i could kiss them all day if she'd let me
her laugh, her laugh
she hates but i think its so sexy

she's so beautiful
and i tell her every day

oh you know, you know, you know
id never ask you to change
if perfect is what you're searching for
then just stay the same

so don't even bother asking
if you look okay
you know i say

when i see your face
there's not a thing that i would change
cause you're amazing
just the way you are
and when you smile,
the whole world stops and stares for awhile
cause girl you're amazing
just the way you are

the way you are
the way you are
girl you're amazing
just the way you are

when i see your face
there's not a thing that i would change
cause you're amazing
just the way you are
and when you smile,
the whole world stops and stares for awhile
cause girl you're amazing
just the way you are

Love... Hehehe...

Hehehe... Understand understood lah ah what the picture means... (=


Smiles From Zubir-O

One More Try..

For what its worth and I'm sure about this, I'm gonna give this one more try. But for once, with my conditions included. And that condition shall not be mentioned here....

This Is No Eenie Meenie Minie Mo Game No More

Say what you want alright? But here's a thought. You want to be with me, you be with me. If you don't, then don't give me other suggestions cause its not that I'm not giving you a chance its that sometimes, there's a line people have to draw. I made my mark. Now I know what the answers gonna be, but I'm giving this a final shot. I leave it to you.


Aching Hearts Bleed

Here we go again with the trying. Open relationship isn't trying. Its telling me a few things, that you want to be dating and see other people, what does that tell me? You have someone else behind me. 2, it tells me you don't trust me & that you need more time, 6months? Damn ridiculous. You keep telling me your scared, but I assured you I'd help you, you shoved me away from that. I was sincere and I still am but hell, how is someone to help someone who doesn't want to help oneself. Trying is not about "SAYING" or "TEXTING" its about showing some action, I was like a dummy standing there waiting for you like rain in a drought. Is that fair to anyone? No one deserves what I got. I'm not trying to rake up the past, I'm just making this as an example of what you mean by TRYING. Because thats not trying one bit.


Let people say what they want about me, but I know my conscience are clear. One day, when you found inner peace you'll think about this thoroughly. Your a smart girl but it will never work out if this is what your gonna portray. I bid you A-Do... Take care... And continue ranting about me. I could care less...

I wanted to do that and more... You said we didn't try, how bout this thought, would you have let me? Tell me would you? So don't come telling me that because I wanted to, but you didn't even let me try... Get yourself straightened out with what you wanna do before you actually say these things cause its very hurtful...