Oh Darling I Wish You Were Here....

The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere


'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you, dear
'Cause I wish you were here


I'll watch the night turn light-blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly


The silence isn't so bad
'Til I look at my hands and feel sad
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly


I'll find repose in new ways
Though I haven't slept in two days
'Cause cold nostalgia
Chills me to the bone


But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist-deep in thought because
When I think of you I don't feel so alone


I don't feel so alone, I don't feel so alone


As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight
I'll think of you tonight


When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again


And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh, if my voice could reach
Back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear
Oh darling, I wish you were here


To You My Angel: "This isn't just a song, its a meaning I send to you tonight... Close your eyes sweetheart as I put you to sleep. Those lingering fears won't bother you when I'm around... In time I'll learn how to open up to you.. It's been a while since I last did this, but one thing's for sure, I won't make the same mistakes twice. I learnt from my past.. This I promise you.. And Just like the song, I Wish You Were Here..."


Sincere Smiles from Zubir-O...

Updaaaateesss.... Hahaha...

So this past week was my PASSING OUT CEREMONY from Brani Coast Guard Base. It was a truly great experience. We were impart with knowledge, discipline and more. I also made friends who I know I'm gonna miss a whole lot. These are truly great people I've been with for the past 2months... No regrets...

Here's us with Ma'am Joanna.. our AOC...

Me looking smart in my Number one suit hahaha...

We walked out of Brani base with our squad t shirt which was designed by our very own Hisham. Good job bro!


2 Months passed by that fast. I knew it was gonna be fast, but not this fast. Well, that journey ended, my new journey, a new chapter should I say awaits at Gul base. I'm ready for you!

Yesterday, my best buddy Marzuqi & I headed to Causeway point. Last minute plan to watch Clash of the Titans. To me it was a so-so movie. It kinda lacked of something but I dunno what... But ok lah... Haha... My blogging seems abit stale. I'm tired actually... I really need sleep. Been busy these past few days. Next week I hope I can meet my GILA Gang! Please let it happen.... I'm off for now, tomorrow I start WORK!!!! LOL! take care & I will see you guys on the flipside!!

Smiles From Zubir-O

Love Letter...

I can't wait for the day to end

So I can finally see your face again

We'll find a way if my wish comes true tonight (tonight 2x)

Even though I've never met you

I still miss you

Can you feel me in your dreams

Cause I hope that when you wake up

Just maybe you'll remember me

And now I believe that this is fate

Cause baby we belong together

I know everything is gonna be okay

Just as long as we have each other

Through the sunshine and through the rain

I know that it'll last forever

Just last night I stayed up late

And I wrote you a love letter (letter 2x) 2x

Tell me, am I insane

I sat your letter on the window pane

I thought of you and I let it fly away, away, and it read

Even though I've never met you

I still miss you

I can see you in my dreams

And I hope that when you read this

That you'll come runnin' back to me

And now I believe that this is fate

Cause baby we belong together

I know everything is gonna be okay

Just as long as we have each other

Through the sunshine and through the rain

I know that it'll last forever

Just last night I stayed up late

And i wrote you a love letter (letter 2x) 2x

And I know we'll always be together (together 6x) 2x

Even though I've never met you

I still miss you

I can see you in my dreams

And I hope that when you read this

That you'll come runnin' back to me

And now I believe that this is fate

Cause baby we belong together

I know everything is gonna be okay

Just as long as we have each other

Through the sunshine and through the rain

I know that it'll last forever

Just last night I stayed up late

And i wrote you a love letter (letter 2x) 2x

And I know we'll always be together (together 6x) 2x

And although I've never met you

You're the one that I've been missin' all my life

A song that I hold dear to my heart... (=

On another note, I wanna congratulate my bestfriend Marlina Salamat for making it to RP. Go get em' woman... You can do this with no problems... This will be your life solution..

Smile From

Zubir-O

I feel Reloaded because of you!

You make me feel like a million bucks.... (=

Boy Am I Tired...

Hey guys.... This past week was a very hectic week for me & the squad... We were down & dirty in many sense. We completed our boarding team member class. Now its time for seamenship. So many things to study for. Its very stressful but I'm sure it'll be worth it.

On Friday we were involved in the Singapore Police Seasport event. Officers from all units like SOC, PCG, NPC all came together to have a friendly competition of dragon boating & canoeing. On the plus note I bumped into loads of old friends. People from TRACOM were there too. It was nice to see familiar faces again. We were tasked as Boarding Safety Officers. It was fun but tiring. As you guys know, I've already had enough sun tanning for my time, the scorching sun made me darker hahaha... I look so weird right about now.

Speaking of Tracom, Thursday I'll be making my return to my former stomping grounds. Hopefully I can meet some familiar faces. Its been a while since I've been there. Can't wait.

One more thing before I go, I wanna congratulate Brandon Luis Dominic, or should I say INSPECTOR BRANDON for successfully making the cut for the OCT. With that, he'll be leaving the squad and joining the next intake. I wish you all the best brother. Your gonna go far. Your capable of doing things, OCT should be no problem for you. Take care and stay safe dude.

Pics from the seasport event. We were really tired. It was really2 hot. A word of advice to all the readers, hydrate yourself even if your not doing anything. Its gonna be a hot few days. Avoid getting sick. I end my post here. I gotta bounce. Take care everyone!

Smiles From

Zubir-O

Happy 21st Birthday To Me

This past Monday as some of you may know, was my 21st birthday... Hehe... I had to book in on that very same morning cause of the PCG training... I was feeling bored and moodless the whole day cause I it was my birthday and I had to be away from my family... Sacrifices had to be made... I wasn't expecting any gifts... But this was a shocker for me... When the night hit, I was merely hanging around with the regulars of my squad... I went back to my bunk but I couldn't open the door cause it was locked... So I thought the boys were changing or they needed to do something important.. A surprise didn't came to mind one bit...

And then, lighted candles came from one corner while I was sitting in dark... The squad bought me a cake... I was really shocked... I thought no one remembered... You can the expression on the pic above... The cake was really delicious and I really appreciated it so much.. My first ever surprise...

Thanks again MPC 7... From the bottom of my heart.... (=

Back to business... The following morning, we headed off to CDA for our firefighting course... It was an awesome but tiring two days cause there were lots of physical activities involved... We learned many things from the instructors... And on top of that, we were awarded certs... Squad photo at CDA above...

That'll be all for now... We had a long week ahead... Gotta rest up for next week... Cheerios to you guys... I'm a year older, a Year wiser...

Smiles From Zubir-O

Hey There...

Its been a while since I last blogged... Well I'm busy with so many things that I didn't realise I turn 21 tomorrow... Lemme get on the first agenda here today...

The guy next to me in the pic is Khai. He lost his mom this morning. I never really found out the cause of it. All I have to say is that Im really sorry for his loss. This guy was one of the funniest guys in the squad He was jovial and very lovable. Its really sad to hear him losing someone he loves so much. I mean a mother. Someone we look up to, someone we go to "FIRST" when ever we have any problems. Ones we run to when we need strenght and love. Im sure your mom's looking down on you Khai, proud and happy that she has a strong son. I can't imagine how much pain your in bro. It really is unfair but she's in a better place with god. She's safe up in the high heavens. NS 49 will be there for you when you need us. Name it, we'll be there for you. Remember that Ns 49 is more than friends, we're family.

Readers of my blog, please recite the "Al-Fatiha" for her soul. (=

Lets talk about my attachment on Friday. It was my first one, I was attached to Lim Chu Kang base. So basically there's a briefing on which boat we were being assigned to. I was with Whiskey 3. There was the Crew Commander, and 2 senior Special Constables. I was the newbie hahaha... I had to do the GUNNERY module. I learnt alot from the crew comm. He even taught me how to Steer the boat, which I had fun learning. Very informative. I think I might actually like this line..

Tomorrow I'm going back to BRANI BASE. I got my new uniform btw hahaha.. will upload it soon... I think I'm done for now... Theres a new song on my blog called Love letter By Kevin Rudolf... Have a listen... Its an awesome song... For now, I'm off to pack my things... Take care and au revoir!

Happy Birthday To Me Tomorrow!

Zubir-O

Meet MPC Squad 07// NS 49 BBQ

These people above ladies & gentlemen are my new squad mates. Now for those wondering, MPC stands for Maritime Policing Course. So basically I've been posted to Pulau Brani base to further my Coast Guard Training. Its been a fruitful 2 weeks. Actually like every first time thing I did from the past till now, I'm gonna start hating things but then get comfortable with my surroundings and go with the flow... I have about 8 more weeks left before my course ends so I guess I better make the most of it.

I have 4 ladies in my squad. I would describe them more as Roses Among the torns rather than the other way around. I can't complain about the accommodation and food cause everything at brani base is done perfectly. The food is delicious, the beds are comfortable to sleep in. The OC squads are caring and really look into details about us if we have any doubts or problems. This past week we also did uniform sizing. I can't wait to dawn on the new man in blue uniform hahaha... Number 3 is cool and all but hey, time for a change! Wee!

Moving On...

Last Saturday was my former squad, NS 49's BBQ which was well organised by Mr Zul Asyraf & Fazil... The food was awesome... Delicious... And yet the best thing wasn't the food, it was being able to meet my fatboys once again... I had craved to meet them.... We're glued and then we split into different directions... Sad affair I know but this is life... One thing's for sure, we will remember each other for sure... (=

This is me & Yan Yan... The squad timer, one of the jokers, and my bunk08 dance partner hahahhaha....

Me Amigos and me...

This right here is my FI. Ahmad Feroudeen Hidayat Aka Deen... Someone alot of people call garang but to us his like a big brother.. Always there when we need him...

That'll be all folks... Till I blog again soon... Hehehe... You guys have a good weekend ahead right? And please don't get into trouble! Says the new fully pledged police officer! haha..

Yours Truly

Zubir-O