Lately, I've been thinking. Why am I so stressed out & all emotional. I think its because of problems that keep piling up one after another. I try so hard to hate myself that I forgot how much I used to love myself. You know what, from this day forth, I'll just be me. Simple, plain & easy. I don't need QUOTES to express my feelings, I did just fine without them before and I'll be damn fine without em. Time to live up, let the bad things go and just go back to how things were. I've got more than anyone should like the Ashlee Simpson song goes. I have my friends, my family, my best-est by my side, what more could you ask for Zubir-O? I think that's more than enough. I'm contented with my life. Others won't get to experience what I have now, some might even kill to have a simple life I guess? (=
This goes without saying that my healing is close to complete. Sticks and stones may break my bones, girls can break my heart but never break my spirit. Like I said many times in the past, life's too short to do anything twice. These days, I'm tired of fighting, I hate being violent, I just wanna be care free. Never change for someone who doesn't appreciate you. Yeah their beautiful creatures, but their the most beautiful monsters when you don't need them to be. If god has destined us to be with someone, then wait for them, if we're destined to be alone, accept our fate wholeheartedly. Because we'll be at loss if we keep forcing ourselves to love someone who just took us for a ride of uncertainty.
Today's my IPPT retest. I've trained more since the last one. I wanna pass this one so bad. One mere second ruined my freedom the past few weeks. So today, Insya'allah, I can pass. I have more confidence today. Just need to pass this & I'll be fine. No more feeling shitty at work. I've lost appetite to eat, maybe cause my mindset is to pass. I don't know lah ah...
Anyways, I'm signing off. I wanna prep for my IPPT & work later in the evening. Please take care of yourselves. Be happy no matter what smile because when no one is by your side, Allah is. Look up in the skies & I will see you guys on the flip side. Chao!
Smiles From Zubir-O
This goes without saying that my healing is close to complete. Sticks and stones may break my bones, girls can break my heart but never break my spirit. Like I said many times in the past, life's too short to do anything twice. These days, I'm tired of fighting, I hate being violent, I just wanna be care free. Never change for someone who doesn't appreciate you. Yeah their beautiful creatures, but their the most beautiful monsters when you don't need them to be. If god has destined us to be with someone, then wait for them, if we're destined to be alone, accept our fate wholeheartedly. Because we'll be at loss if we keep forcing ourselves to love someone who just took us for a ride of uncertainty.
Today's my IPPT retest. I've trained more since the last one. I wanna pass this one so bad. One mere second ruined my freedom the past few weeks. So today, Insya'allah, I can pass. I have more confidence today. Just need to pass this & I'll be fine. No more feeling shitty at work. I've lost appetite to eat, maybe cause my mindset is to pass. I don't know lah ah...
Anyways, I'm signing off. I wanna prep for my IPPT & work later in the evening. Please take care of yourselves. Be happy no matter what smile because when no one is by your side, Allah is. Look up in the skies & I will see you guys on the flip side. Chao!
Smiles From Zubir-O
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