Take A Bow... You Deserve It...

I'm back... The Nose Bleeds have stopped. Alhamdulilah. I'm still having a stuffy nose, but I'll live. Let's get down to business.

This does not refer to anyone in our class. It's somebody else. (Kalau tak tau malu, rasa lah terasa haha...) I wanted to do this for sometime... Kinda sucks when payback becomes reality. Sweet Sweet Serenity... What can I say? If people wanna say that I'm a bad person, that I'm a asshole, a HYPOCRITE, be it, I'm proving you right. I'm proving that since you want me to be like this, I'll be like this.

To That Particular Person(IT'S NOT ANNE...):

You talk to me and the rest as if there' s nothing wrong. You act so innocent that no one can suspect your Hypocrisy. You promote yourself of being so nice. Your jokes are really lame, your not that funny. You said I was an attention grabber, but have you noticed, your making a fool outta yourself trying to get attention. Your pathetic. I used to respect you, but ever since you played the dirty game, respect went out the window.

I never trusted you in the past, I'm not trusting you now, I will never trust you in the future. This is a trust issue isn't it? And one more thing, this is my last & final warning to you, if you ever gossip about my innocent friend, I'll make sure your world goes one big circle. This is not a threat, you've done worst to me, since you wanna play the backstabbing game, welcome babe, you'll regret playing with me. 3 years, you should know how I get down & dirty. And stop badmouthing about your own friends, even they don't appreciate your bullshit.

To Mar/Hajar/Nona: Congrats on your first sale of items yeah! haha..I'm happy & proud for you!

To Zura: I'm doing the singing (=

Seriously Sick

I'm relieved in a way that we've talked things through. Everything's settled. I just pray that we don't have anymore problems coming our way. Just 6 more weeks. Than we're free. I wanna end peacefully. I hope I didn't offend anyone today with my words.

I'm seriously sick... My flu's getting worst. I sneezed blood today... I hate it when that happens. When I took my shower this morning, smoke were coming outta my body. I checked with the doctors before regarding this, they say it's normal. I feel so weak now. Just hope I have enough to come to school this week.

Btw, Sathes got admitted to KK yesterday. Discharging today I presume. Get well soon buddy. Lonely lah no lame jokes with you haha...

Its not that I don't wanna blog anymore, I'm too tired. So I'm signing off here. You guys take care aite? See you on the flip side!

I Had Enough... It's Getting Boring Lah...

You know what dudes & dudets? It's no use talking about that person anymore. I'm gonna let them be. I have nothing in me left to be a "KID" like that person claims we are. Boring ok? Really Boring.. Do whatever you want... We could care less.. Have a happy life.

Moving on... Idah... I know your in pain, I understand that pulling off a smile right is not easy now. We understand your situation babe. We're here for you all the time. But one thing I have to say is dat, I don't understand the pain your in, Why? Because I've not been in your situation before. So I won't judge you. You have the right to show whatver feelings you want. It's your life. Cheer up soon aite? Ingat, Israel N Alor Star ok? haha.... We continue our talk tomorrow ok? And I'm sincere about all this. No fake stuff here. All you need to do is "TRUST" me ok?

That'll be all for today... I'm really sick.. Fever came back... The weather hasn't been generous lately. Ya Allah, kasi lah hujan.. Amin.. So with that, I'll see you guys on the flip side! Take Care!


And Mar: Di Koliang, Di Kocor, Di Ko Uchi Ni... Haha... Our Funny Teo Chew Song!!! Haha... Aite! Buhbye!

ROck On

ZubiR-O

I'm In A Serious Conundrum

Why is it so difficult? How can I solve this on my own? I know that person is being nice for a reason. On one hand I have friends who care & really can't take this shit no more, while the other I have a so called "FRIEND" who's digging their own GRAVE. I don't want to make the wrong decision. I'm praying for a miracle.

"Ya ALLAH, lindungi lah hambamu ini. Apakah harus ku lakukan? Berikan ku pertunjukanmu."

I need a big time miracle. Show us for who "the person" is... Stop being so nice & innocent towards me. Stand on your own legs, you wanted this so much. You made so much of a hassle. You created alot of scenes, I'm sick of it. I dun wanna protect you anymore. I can't stand your fake innocence.

To YOU: Yes... I feel so betrayed... I hate what the person has done to us all. I'm gonna be firm. Yes! We believed all your lies. We had enough. Whatever comes out from your mouth is BULLSHIT! OK? Catch my drift?

I Didn't Expect This From You...

After the trust I put in you. After risking my own name to cover your shameless ASS. After sacrificing whatever dignity & pride I had left after what you told me. You lied to me straight to my face. You don't deserve to be called a human. Your simply the biggest hypocrite. I didn't want to fight with anyone after our last settlement, but NO, you had to make things this big. You wanna mess with me? You want to test my patience? Your so ON! I accept your challenge, and make sure you bring all your game you have left.

I got hated by people for no reason. Things were fine til' you had to go ruin everything. You selfish piece of thrash. What have I ever done to you? I've never sold you out, I've never disrespected you, I've never had ill feeling towards you. Instead, I treated you like you were my family. I was so naive to believe all those lies. Now let the whole world know about your lies you two-faced liar. I hate you now, I hate you till the day I die. Shame on you! Shame shame on you! Your number's up, its time to let you taste a little sumthing. You know what they say right? Revenge is a dish best served cold.

Because of you, I missed RAYA-ing with my friends, because of you, I missed a friend's birthday party, because of you, I got hated by others. This all happened because of you. Your not fit to be called a human. Die & eat maggots!

THE TING TINGS!!! Haha...

I just finished uploading pics & videos of The Ting Tings. Yes, you read right, THE TING TINGS. I went to the BIG NIGHT OUT CONCERT @ FORT CANING with Hannah, Sly & Ckin. Oh man, it was so awesome. My dear2 best friend Hannah got us the tickets, thank again babe your the best.

I'm telling you the atmosphere was spectacular. The show was opened by a LOCAL band, and then From the United Kingdom, Wiley. We waited 2 hours plus, but The Ting Tings didn't show. And then, Jules De Martino appeared, following Katie White!! Haha... We screamed like mad people! They performed songs like FRUIT BLENDER, WE WALK, THAT'S NOT MY NAME and the hit famous, "SHUT UP & LET ME GO!" HEY! haha... I can't stop saying that. There's no words left to speak for something like this. I uploaded videos for you guys to see. So enjoy aite? Take Care & see you on the flip Side!

Oh man! That Was Awesome!

Today, we went to "HAZWANI" for lunch. Yeay! Been awhile since we last ate there. Zura then called Idah saying dat I had to be in the MPH before 1pm, or else I can't perform, so Sathes hailed a cab. Thanks. The rest went to buy sum things.

When I reached school, I did some MIC TESTING. Then waited for my turn to perform. While waiting, a familiar face, Mdm Siti sat next to me. And I was also introduced to Wan Hafiz, from the Fitness Training course. Friendly guy, he was gonna perform some rapping with his friend.

So after all 16 classes performed, the councillors announced my name. " Let's have Mr Zubir up on stage to perform" haha... I was so nervous. I performed Truly Madly Deeply. I was freaking nervous. I could only look at Sathes & Sly at the left side, and The Malay Gang behind. Haha.. Super uber nervous... I introduced myself, and started to perform. Haha... It went well. And I have a video for you guys to see. It's on YOUTUBE. I uploaded it. It was a tiring day.

I wanna thank Zura for helping me get in this performance. Thank Sathes & Sly for being there when I was super nervous. Thanks Idah, Imah, Wan, Mawi, Marilyn & Hajar too for supporting me. Thank you so much.

Tomorrow, I'll be visiting RB, sounds familiar? Haha... That used to be my class in my NITEC days. I'm giving a MOTIVATION speech. So yeah, I'm off for now. I need some sleep. Haha... You guys take care and enjoy my performance! CHeerS!

Got My Hehe... Nervous...

Haha... Im happy today coz I got my hp back. I got a msg from starhub stating that i can collect my hp. So I did.. I went with Mawi. Thanks yeah... I missed my hp so much.

Im so freaking nervous. Tomorrow's my performance for the Jan 2009 Intake Orietation. Haha.. It's been 2 years since I last sang infront of a crowd. I may have some throat rust. Im rehearsing as we speak. Haha... I'll be your dream I'll be your wish... haha.. Hint Hint... I asked my friends to record the singing part. So, be sure to see it tomorrow.

See yu tmr... hehe... Good day !