Its For Those Who Believed In Me...

The One That Got Away....

2011-11-12T04:01:00.003+08:00

Hey Guys! I'm back! So sorry about not updating my blog. It's been a busy time for me since I've ORD-ed. Hope everyone's at the pink of health. So this is a music video I've been hyping about all week on Twitter. It's called The One That Got Away... One of those touching-heart warming videos of our time. I mean it, it's good. So Katy Perry debuted this video on Ellen's Show. So I hope you guys enjoy it! Lyrics are below... Be back soon to blog again aite? Peace ya'll!

Summer after high school when we first met
We make out in your Mustang to Radiohead
And on my 18th Birthday
We got matching tattoos

Used to steal your parents' liquor
And climb to the roof
Talk about our future
Like we had a clue
Never planned that one day
I'd be losing you

In another life
I would be your girl
We keep all our promises
Be us against the world

In another life
I would make you stay
So I don't have to say
You were the one that got away
The one that got away

I was June and you were my Johnny Cash
Never one without the other we made a pact
Sometimes when I miss you
I put those records on

Someone said you had your tattoo removed
Saw you downtown singing the Blues
It's time to face the music
I'm no longer your muse

But in another life
I would be your girl
We keep all our promises
Be us against the world

In another life
I would make you stay
So I don't have to say
You were the one that got away
The one that got away
The o-o-o-o-o-one [x3]
The one that got away

[Bridge:]
All this money can't buy me a time machine (Nooooo)
Can't replace you with a million rings (Nooooo)
I shoulda told you what you meant to me (Woooooow)
'Cause now I pay the price

In another life
I would be your girl
We keep all our promises
Be us against the world

In another life
I would make you stay
So I don't have to say
You were the one that got away
The one that got away
The o-o-o-o-o-one [x3]

In another life
I would make you stay
So I don't have to say
You were the one that got away
The one that got away

I am The ZeeMeisster!

Friends that care are fucking rare

2011-09-27T22:25:00.003+08:00

Lately alot of shits been happening. Got rid of those mushroom
Coated friends and got back the honest ones. I love my friends now and forever. I'm actually blogging using my iphone so I'll end things off here peace!

137th Intake, ORD OH!!!!!!!!!!!

2011-09-07T23:13:00.003+08:00

So today after two long years fighting strong I completed my National Service with the Singapore Police Force. If you guys remembered clearly, exactly 2 years ago I blogged about how nervous I was to embark my journey with HTA. I didn't want to go into NS, now that I'm done with it, its kinda sad actually. I miss my boys from NS49, MPC Squadmates 07 and last but not least My 2nd family GRB Team Delta. 2 years certainly passed by fast. It was like just yesterday I was nervous about my enlistment.

When they took my Pink IC away two year ago from me I felt sad cause it was like my manhood was taken away hahaha... I had to trade in that for a blue ic (11b) & a warrant card. Two years on, I feel exactly the same way when they took my warrant card & security pass card away. I'm actually beginning to miss them actually though I was happy to see my ic again.

I blogged about my time in hta & MPC but never really about my base. Well as you can see above thats my base jetty. Something I took care of for 16months as an AOC BSST , never did I regret cause I was given responsibility, they trust me enough to overlook things along with my BSST team.

I remember those dark nights where I would prowl the jetty alone or with a new SC. I will never forget the spooky times we had hahaha... Scaring each other like there was no tomorrow. I really miss this place.

The belt that I had to take care of for 16monts also. This was my best friend, something that helped me guard the safety of our waters & shores... When I handed this over to SSI Francis, I felt a sad feeling cause it shows that I won't be an active PCGO Officer anymore. The look on his face when I gave it back was priceless. Deep down I know he was gonna miss us cause I was very close with him. Thank you Sir for everything.

My locker. Something I always relied on whenever I report for work hahaha... I had so many rubbish in there. Not to mention the number of times I forgot my combination.

On my last & final night shift, I worked with W/SSG Aivin Lin. She was the OC BSST & I was the AOC BSST. While doing my work, she surprised me with a gift. I was very touched. Thank you Kak Lin its really useful and it as an honor to end my last shift with you.

This is the final photo from the 3 of us. We've been through thick and thin dudes. You guys always knew how to crack me up. We started off together and alhamdulillah we finished together. SC/CPL G13709 Muhd Farhan Zain & SC/CPL G13711 Nurisham Hussein Thank you for all the time and memories we forged. I wish you both the best in your future endeavors. You have taught me the true meaning of friendship. If our paths are destined to meet, we will see each other again. Good luck to your studies both.

With That, I'll end things off. Its been an emotional past few weeks. I have really enjoyed my times serving the nation. I really pray I get to see them again. Insya'Allah. I've closed this door and I need to find another door to open. Time to move on with life.

Older than time itself man has known this calling. Light of the light, strength of the soul, I feel it in me oh yes, ORD OH!

Peace Out Everyone.
Rainbow, this is GULF SIERRA Ten-0 from NS!
SC/CPL G13710 Mohamed Zubir Osman

Cher Lloyd sings Nothin' On You

2011-08-18T22:24:00.001+08:00

I really love her! She's uber cute!

I'm still alive & well...

2011-08-18T21:35:00.002+08:00

For those wondering, I'm still alive. Been busy with NS and what not and raya preparations lately so busy and I wasn't able to blog. Anyways I got an IPHONE 4 yesterday so thats something to blog about. You guys just hang in there for my posts to come as I'm gonna ORD soon I'll be able to blog more while searching for a darn job.

PS: I really2 need to address this situation. Its about a "CERTAIN FRIEND" so friend no more. Stop asking people around whether I'm gossiping about you. I'm a freaking guy, you think I got nothing better to do? I'm happy with my life now so please stop bothering me. I'm really not interested in your stupid foolish childish games. So fuck off really, yeah I mean it this time. You're pattern is so obvious I know you for so long you think I wouldn't know. Get this into your system, I am not TALKING ABOUT you, cause theres nothing to talk about gosh!

A little advise guys, its Ramadan and gossiping about others should is a big no-no. I'm trying to fast in peace don't make things worst for me. GROW UP.

I am gonna sign off. Got lotsa things to do. TTYL. I will be back very soon. I will blog like theres no tomorrow! hahaha cheers till then!

Awesome Team Chalet

2011-07-26T17:05:00.002+08:00

So yesterday was my team chalet. It was at aLoHa LoYaNg. It was

1 + 1= You & I...

2011-06-08T22:00:00.001+08:00

If I aint got nothing, I got you
If I aint got something I don't give a damn, cause I got it with you
I don't know much about algebra, but I know one plus one equals two
And it's me and you, thats all we'll have when the world is thru

Cause baby we aint got nothing without love
Darling you got enough for the both of us
So come on baby, make love to me

When my days look low, pull me in close and don't let me go.
Make love to me. So that when the worlds at war, that our love heal us all
Right now baby make love to me...me...me...mee...mee. ooh ooh make love to me.

Hey! I don't know much about guns but I...I've been shot by you
Hey! And I don't know when I'm gon die, but I hope that I'm gon die by you
Hey! And I don't know much about fighting, but I, I know I will fight for you
Hey! Just when I ball up my fist I realize that I'm laying right next to you

Baby we aint nothing but love, and darling you got enough for the both of us
Make love to me...when my days look low, pull me in close and don't let me go.
Make love to me...so that when the worlds at war, that our love heal us all
Help me let down my guard, make love to me…me..me….me..meee ooh ooh ooh make love to me...me...me...mee...mee.

If you think this song was about you, you sure are right sweetheart... (=

Lotsa Love
Zubir-O

Don't Worry, It's Over. (=

2011-05-02T20:18:00.002+08:00

Well its seems like I've been getting some unwanted attention. Niways if you think I was gonna blog about you imbeciles, think again. Wouldn't wanna stain my blog. So yeah, you sang your swan song, a very good farewell to you.

Moving on to better things. Its been awhile since I blogged. Work has been really hectic these days and I barely have time to blog, but since I have the time now why not right? Life has been like a rollercoaster the past few months. Up and down all around. Some good some bad but many good memories. I'm gonna ORD in like 3 months or so, I'm starting to look for a job already but at the same time I wanna take up private diploma courses. Its really sad coming to the end of my NS life. 2 years ago if you asked me, I wanted to ORD as fast as I can, apparently now, I don't wanna leave. I'm gonna miss my DELTA familia.. They mean alot so while I still have them, I'm gonna appreciate it.

Love wise.... Hmmmm hahahaha... Life on that part has been good. I got back what I thought I could never in a million years but alhamdulillah, my perseverance and strength to never give up helped me alot. I know that if I'm headstrong I'll be on my way to happiness. I'm surprised at myself for the way I've been lately hahaha. I don't know but I feel the change in me and I like it! LOL.... I'm talking crap maybe but hey I'm Zubir, I always do... That'll be all for today, its nice to be back, I'll blog soon when I have something... So for now, its good bye from me... Take care!

The Smile Of a Happy Soul
Zubir-O

I'm Back, Better Than Ever!

2011-05-01T00:01:00.000+08:00

Imagine me and you, I do
I think about you day and night, it's only right
To think about the girl you love and hold her tight
So happy together

If I should call you up, invest a dime
And you say you belong to me and ease my mind
Imagine how the world could be, so very fine
So happy together

I can't see me lovin' nobody but you
For all my life
When you're with me, baby the skies'll be blue
For all my life

Me and you and you and me
No matter how they toss the dice, it has to be
The only one for me is you, and you for me
So happy together

I can't see me lovin' nobody but you
For all my life
When you're with me, baby the skies'll be blue
For all my life

Me and you and you and me
No matter how they toss the dice, it has to be
The only one for me is you, and you for me
So happy together

Million Smiles From
Zubir-O

Many Apologies.

2011-01-18T17:41:00.002+08:00

I'm sorry I haven't been posting for a long time. Been down with a bad sickness lately. I'm still recovering. Throughout my recovery alot of things have been happening, to my health and to the people around me. Break ups. That's the hot topic these days. Where has sincerity & LOVE gone to when a relationship comes to mind? Haiz. One will never be enough for anyone. Anyways, this past Saturday, my dearest buddy & I went to take pictures like mad. Scroll down for them pictures. Enjoy!

Well that's pretty much lah. Lazy to post more hahaha. When I have something cool to blog about I'll get post it up. My mojo is still down. So here I go. Take care everyone, be at the pink of health & just be safe everyone wherever you are. Remember, no friends should ever be alone when their in need of a shoulder to lean on, to cry on. I'll see you guys on the flip side. Take care!

Au Revoir
Smiles From Zubir-O

Be Yourself....

2010-12-08T08:50:00.003+08:00

Lately, I've been thinking. Why am I so stressed out & all emotional. I think its because of problems that keep piling up one after another. I try so hard to hate myself that I forgot how much I used to love myself. You know what, from this day forth, I'll just be me. Simple, plain & easy. I don't need QUOTES to express my feelings, I did just fine without them before and I'll be damn fine without em. Time to live up, let the bad things go and just go back to how things were. I've got more than anyone should like the Ashlee Simpson song goes. I have my friends, my family, my best-est by my side, what more could you ask for Zubir-O? I think that's more than enough. I'm contented with my life. Others won't get to experience what I have now, some might even kill to have a simple life I guess? (=

This goes without saying that my healing is close to complete. Sticks and stones may break my bones, girls can break my heart but never break my spirit. Like I said many times in the past, life's too short to do anything twice. These days, I'm tired of fighting, I hate being violent, I just wanna be care free. Never change for someone who doesn't appreciate you. Yeah their beautiful creatures, but their the most beautiful monsters when you don't need them to be. If god has destined us to be with someone, then wait for them, if we're destined to be alone, accept our fate wholeheartedly. Because we'll be at loss if we keep forcing ourselves to love someone who just took us for a ride of uncertainty.

Today's my IPPT retest. I've trained more since the last one. I wanna pass this one so bad. One mere second ruined my freedom the past few weeks. So today, Insya'allah, I can pass. I have more confidence today. Just need to pass this & I'll be fine. No more feeling shitty at work. I've lost appetite to eat, maybe cause my mindset is to pass. I don't know lah ah...

Anyways, I'm signing off. I wanna prep for my IPPT & work later in the evening. Please take care of yourselves. Be happy no matter what smile because when no one is by your side, Allah is. Look up in the skies & I will see you guys on the flip side. Chao!

Smiles From Zubir-O

Should Love Be Blamed?

2010-12-01T21:19:00.002+08:00

One thing I hate about being in love is when you fall out of it, you have to go through months of torment and feeling sorry & shitty for no reason. I mean people keep saying its ok blah3.. but what they don't understand is that its easy for them to say but hard for us to do. Its really annoying when people say its ok its ok, try coming into my shoes, then we'll talk. How do girls move on so easily? I've heard of the age old stuff like, oh we move on but our hearts are still aching, hello wake up call women, we men have FEELINGS too!

Us guys always get blamed for this & that... All the bad things goes to us, but never you girls. Maybe its true, guys are bad but at least our bad side shows... We don't go behind each other and bitch non stop about how miserable it was to be with a girl.

Months ago, I believed in love. I even wrote a love letter for someone. I still keep it, but I feel like burning it so badly. But every time I'm close doing it, I think of and I go.. Damn, I don't wanna do it because I sincerely wrote it with feelings. I don't know lah! Hahahaha... Mabybe I'm not cut out for love.

I've been going for centralised training to better my physic and pass my 2.4KM. Atleast I'm more positive about that. Allah, please let me pass that. Jeez I hate wasting my time....

I stepped on emo shit!
Zubir-O

Failure Is The Mother To All Success... Yeah Right...

2010-11-24T21:41:00.002+08:00

I knew it. I knew I was gonna fail. 1 second was all it took to turn my mood all low. I feel shitty, I don't feel like talking. I'm weak. So here's to me, I'm not doing things right. 2.4 was something I was strong in. Damn damn damn! I need to think things through. I don't think I'm ok. Help me god for I know I've sinned, this is my punishment, I accept it. But how long? What happened to the old Zubir-O? Its anybody's guess..

Not Myself Tonight...
Zubir

I Need Inspiration, I Need To Pray...

2010-11-23T20:26:00.005+08:00

IPPT, those four initials I hate hearing. Because that's when I know I have to go all out with my physical fitness to achieve something, I don't wanna be going for centralised training again. I've had my fair share in my training days. Dear Allah, I know I come to when I need something but forget you when I don't need anything. I've sinned gratefully. Please forgive me, I feel so weak.

I'm seriously not myself lately. I show that I'm happy, but in reality, I'm just covering things up with laughter & fake smiles. But there are sincerity in most of the joys & laughter I've shown. I'm over you, but I keep thinking about us again & again. This isn't fair. This is not fair at all. I need a miracle. For all the good I've done I ask for one thing over again. Happiness. I just need a peace of mind. Please... That's all I need. Allah, Please let all my family & friends be happy, I'm willing to sacrifice anything for em. I shouldn't be selfish with wanting anything for my own needs. Let those around me be happy and have a fruitful life. Let them have love, joy & laughter. Please Allah, I'm willing to sacrifice my happiness for them. Let me pay for my sins. I've always known how to not hate people, I don't like to hate. For those who have hurt me, let them find peace and tranquility in themselves. I don't want anymore feuds between friends. My mind is not peace. Hopefully one day, I'll be able to say "hey, I'm ok" sincerely.... If anyone needs help, I'm willing to be there for you. Promise

To you, please be a good girl, be safe, I don't know what's wrong with me, but I want you to be happy. You deserve happiness. I'm close to forgetting you totally. I just need more recovery time. I'll continue being me. I need to change my ways. I just need time. That's all...

Whatever happens, I'll always be there for you... I cry thinking if things are gonna be ok. God, please let things be ok from now on.
Zubir-O

Phuket, Thailand

2010-11-13T21:21:00.007+08:00

Last week, I went to Phuket Thailand for a 4 days 3 nights holiday with 3 of my buddies. It was also the first time I was in a flight. First flight experience was awesome! haaaa! We were on a Tiger-airways flight and the air stewards & stewardess were all friendly & super nice. As usual I have to whip out my camera and take pictures hahaha... So as the pictures roll down, I'll tell you stories... (Scroll down!)

Zai & I queuing up for our flight tickets and from afar Sly snap a good shot of us hahaha...

Sly & me bored of waiting at the entry to the plane. Gate 4 was such a bore trust me...
And so we took flight, high above the clouds & beautiful blue sky..
Sawadee-Kaa Phuket Thailand, We're Here!!!!We wasted no time, so it was recce time! We walked along this place called Bangla Street, yes you read right, Bangla Street hahaha.... Literally... The night lights sure made our eyes glittery. Off for our first dinner in Thailand... Indian food!This vintage phone booth caught my eye the moment we got off the transport. haha..The following day, we got ready for our water activities which we were all psyched about. Fresh faces out of bed! LOL... Especially mine... Da
This is the speedboat that took us from Patong Area to the Phi Phi Islands which Leonardo DiCaprio acted in the movie "The Beach".
Snorkeling was one of the highlights of that day. The only snorkeling I did in the past was in the swimming pool. I never thought that one day I'd be able to actually do it hahah.. The clear blue water, the colourful fishes, the calm coral reef.. It was so relaxing. I got stung by small jellyfishes, TWICE! hahaha... But its all good...
Via feeding the naughty monkeys that kept coming back for Bananas... Now I know why monkeys are known to be cheeky! hahaha Normal lah, go anywhere, making friends with people is a must when it comes to us, even if it means making friends in another country... KIMCHEE! Btw, they're Koreans.These BBQ gigantic corns were in Khai Island... I tell you I've not tasted anything like this before. Juicy, fresh & cheap! LOL1You would think we'd be tired & exhausted after a full day event like that? No, the night just began.... We went swimming at our resort's pool. No one but us controlling that pool. Felt so care free & just great. This picture below shows how boys will always be boys Hehe..All fun with no food is a No-No. Food in Phuket were amazingly nice. No complains just splendid.

If you come to Thailand & you don't taste the authentic taste of Tom Yum, then its not worth coming hehe... I tell you this Tom Yum Goong is tremendous. The owner made friends with us. I feel like BBQ all of a sudden.... (=
Activities continued the later days, we went Glow in the Dark bowling which was a first for all of us infact. Something different indeed. Everything was dark, the music played was great. Dancing & bowling the evening away....Then we went simulating shooting. Don't worry the gun I'm holding isn't real. Its a laser guy, basically a toy! Cool stuff actually. You just shoot the laser pointer at the Game screens they have, and you score points. The winner gets their face printed out and exhibited in their mini gallery. Cool...Night life in Phuket is an all system go kinda thing. Thais here I believe are nocturnal. There were things you would never see in Singapore. I'm glad I'm in Singapore. Much more peaceful. All good things have to come to an end, our final shot before flying back to our stomping grounds. A group photo with what people might call "corny" I say whatever kinda tees hahaha.. Phuket was truly fun, it was filled with Sun, sand & beach. Good friends, great activities. Felt like not going back for a sec, but come to think of it, home is the best place still. Thank you Phuket Thailand for having us. We'll come back for sure someday. There you go ladies & gentlemen of the flipside, this concludes my trip to Thailand. You guys should, many of my friends are going there. Next stop hopefully, BALI! Till the next blog post, take care & I will catch you on the flipside! Au Revoir.

Smiles From Zubir-O
Sawadee Kaa!

Hey Hey Hey

2010-11-07T12:51:00.002+08:00

Hey guys, I'm leaving home soon, leaving for PHUKET!!! Its today!!! Hahahha.... I'm gonna de-stress there, away from work, away from all the problems & stress. I need a break and apparently this is it. My blog & facebook will be inactive till my return on the 10th. So you guys take care and I will catch you on the flip side IF I come home? hahahaha... Au Revoir. Phuket, Thailand, Sawatdee Kaa!!!!!! BYE GUYS!

Bestest Smile From Zubir-O

Better Than PCD!

2010-11-02T16:40:00.001+08:00

Off to work now! Bye Have a good week ahead! 5 Days to Phuket! I'm so gonna have fun!

Smiles From Zubir-O

Let's Do The Dougie!

2010-10-31T14:45:00.004+08:00

Enough emotional shit over some girl, its time my blog goes back to its entertainment values. Now I'm showing you a vid on how to dougie... enjoy!

Smiles From Zubir-O

Way Past The Stage Of Being Rebellious

2010-10-29T09:44:00.003+08:00

I really don't understand what your doing, honestly. I mean one moment your in love, the next your whining about your heartache. If it was someone else, they'd tell you to shut up. Really, your not confused, your damn immature. Don't believe me? Look at yourself real good. Sad what you turned into. I'm glad I saw the light before the dark. Your teeth won't won't move, but by god your brain will start making people pissed off. Stop what your doing if your not willing, if you don't know how to love, stop. Your only leading people on to a path where there is no forgiveness. Ever wondered why your always alone? This is the reason why. Sickening to what you've done to yourself. I tried understanding you, but why is it so hard for me to believe that you've changed? You're always sick playing the broken hearted girl, but what you don't know, your doing it to yourself. Dangerous.

I'm not perfect really, but honey, you've messed up, you just don't know how to clean it up. Its like a dog shitting on the grass and leaving an odor. Don't come crying to anyone if karma hits you on the ass. Have fun lah with whatever is you think your doing... So lazy to comment any further.

Anyways, next week I'm flying off to PHUKET!! YAHOO! My first relaxation after so long. I need to destress. Hopefully the weather will be kind to us all. I'm well prepared! So PHI PHI island, here we come! Good Friday to all of you! Enjoy the weekends! Signing out!

Smiles From Zubir-O

Let's Clear The Air...

2010-10-23T22:48:00.002+08:00

I think I put to much hope in everything I do. I was always hoping something good was gonna sprout out if I was sincere about it. But eventually, I was wrong. Everyone makes mistakes, even me. What happened to those who hurt me weren't worst wishes by me but maybe it's a little thing called KARMA. I don't think I'm mean when I say that what goes around comes around, god won't let one soul suffer to that extent. What you do to others, will definitely comeback 10-full. Sometimes I do ask, "What happened to us", damn it even a song was recently released about the way I feel. Hahaha... Lame but true!

Even though we're a part, that whole in my heart has been filled back. Yes I did say I never wished the worst upon others, at some point I'm bound to get sick & tired of you... I'm not in love, nor will I be anytime soon. I'm sick & tired of being nice, sacrificing my everything, putting everything on the line just to make someone happy & feel good about themselves. For a second, have they spared a thought about me? I don't think so. Its sickening lah seriously, my heart FYI, is not a toy. It took me a lot to move on from what happened. I'm not about to hurt myself again & again. When something happens one too many times, it gets kinda old school. I learned my lesson the hard way. A good lesson none the less. This time there isn't any soft feelings left for you. You can call me a jerk, busted, or whatever, at least I know, I'm not as bad as you. Karma slapped you hard so good riddance to you. Your done.

The Haze has not been nice to anyone, I mean seriously. First I almost choked out of breath the other day hahaha... Not funny ok! Then I was down with flu. Then this afternoon my temperature went up. I want to take MC, but then again I don't wanna disturb my colleagues who are on leave. Getting called back just cause I'm sick. Never mind lah, I can tahan one. Not like it's not happened before. Hopefully the haze goes away asap. Cannot take it anymore. Ok lah people, I need to sleep already. Morning shift tomorrow! Will be blogging again when I have the time. Take Care! See you on the flip side!

Smiles From Zubir-O

Life

2010-10-19T23:29:00.004+08:00

You know, life works in many ways, seriously. Its no sugar-coated cupcake or a apple-berry pie. One moment your in love the next your out. One moment you feel heartbroken, the next your not. I can really hate someone so bad, but I could forgive & like them the next. Why is it so hard to hate people? Is it my nature? Am I too nice to people? My friends keep telling me I'm always giving in when people mistreat me or something. Truth of the matter is, I don't think of it that way. Rather, I think that by doing two wrongs, no right apparently comes out from it. I sound stupid right now but this is my nature.

Maybe I'm just too soft & nice?
I wonder...

Zubir-O

Help Is All You Need

2010-10-01T17:35:00.001+08:00

Lately, I've been giving people advise, but I can't even correct my mistakes lol... But thats not the thing. I feel like that when I help people, its a good feeling inside. Say what you must but I'm helpful by nature. So yeah.. Let me be this way... I've always helped and always will cause when you help others, good things happen for you. Not that I expect anything in return but its the satisfaction you get when you do. Thats all...

Smiles From Zubir O

Try These 12 Ways..

2010-09-25T23:48:00.000+08:00

12 Ways To Know That You Love Someone?

TWELVE:
You talk with him/her late at night and when you go to bed you still think of him/her.
ELEVEN:
You walk really slowly when you are with him/her.
TEN:
You don't feel Ok when he/she is far away.
NINE:
You smile when you hear his/her voice.
EIGHT:
When you look at him/her,you do not see other people around you.You see only him/her.
SIX:
He/She is everything you want to think.
FIVE:
You realise that you smile every time you look at him/her.
FOUR:
You would do anything to see him/her.
THREE:
While you have been reading this, there was a person in your mind all the time.
TWO:
You've been so busy thinking of that person that you didn't notice that number SEVEN is missing.
ONE:
You are going to check above if that's true and now you are silently laughing to yourself.

NOW MAKE A WISH! YOU KNOW WHAT YOU WANT THE MOST....... ALMOST THERE!
Send this message to all your friends like that: 12 WAYS TO KNOW THAT YOU LOVE SOMEONE
*And something good is going to happen tonight....

Smile

2010-09-22T23:04:00.001+08:00

Hey guys, do one thing tonight. try smiling when you go to sleep... I know I will... (=

Here's to a new beginning...
Smiles From Zubir-O

Videos Not For The Weak At Heart... 2009!

2010-09-21T21:36:00.004+08:00

As Requested By Many To Be On My Blog!

Raya With The Gang!

2010-09-20T03:02:00.003+08:00

So yesterday was The Gila Gang's 2010 jalan raya... It was so nice to see each other after so long. Nice to be with people who you can rely & call a friend... And laughter was not absent from all this... We went to many houses... Laughed our assess off, took hundreds of pictures.. I'm tired from all the deleting & editing... I was supposed to go on leave but had to cover a colleague who was sick. Didn't get to end off the night with the gang but its ok, it was all in good nature to help out a colleague. What if one day, it was my turn? So that'll be all for now... I'm tired to babble about my day... Just so you know, it was fun thats all! hahaha.. For now, I'm gonna bounce... Check you guys out on the flip side! Au Revoir..

Smiles From
Zubir-O

Just When I Thought Things Are Getting Worst, They Don't...

2010-09-17T21:23:00.003+08:00

This is weird... Really... Am I dreaming or am I just plain crazy? Hahaha... I'm smiling again... Why? I don't know lah actually... Wanna know? Wait & see... My happiness isn't gone just yet. Down, but I'm not broken... Honestly! Hahaha... Can't wait for this Sunday... Raya with the gila gang... my people who never fail to make me SMILE! Let's laugh our asses off right? So here we go, a new happier chapter! (=

Smiles From A Happy Heart
Zubir-O

Confessions Of A Broken Heart...

2010-09-15T09:13:00.002+08:00

Fuck, why is it so hard? To let go and just move on? I mean, I wasn't loved, if I was I wouldn't be in this shitty condition. I've not shaved, I'm in a mess. Moodless on hari raya. Angry & sad feelings keep coming back & forth. I thought I moved on and vowed to make it better. But why is it so fucking hard? Is this even normal to say out loud? I can't sleep, I wonder too much. I day dream about how things are right now. Someone take this all away from me. Its so annoying, it just won't go away. I'm dealing with my inner demon. Fighting hard to get back to the right path. I wish non of this happened. I wish I didn't know how to open up & trust, at least, the pain wouldn't be so great. I sleep with a broken heart everyday. I wake up like a zombie. I'm barely talking to people. I'm keeping to myself. I just don't know what's happening to me right now. Are these retribution for all the wrong I've done in my life? How bout the good I've done.

Everytime I'm close to achieving something, I end up either blowing it up or just losing it. Call me crazy, but I think I need help with this one. I just need someone to take me out of my misery. Take me away from all this. I need a guardian angel at this point. I'm only human. I just need to be away from all this. I need a peace of mind. Give me that at least. It hurts so so bad. My heart is really hurting. Please Allah, I need to be at peace. I don't want to go through this damn turmoil..... I used to be the strongest individual my friends have ever known. But now I seem like a tiny little timid mouse who lost his courage, all hope & faith.

I don't want no broken heart... No More...

Nobody forgets where he buried the hatchet

2010-09-13T23:10:00.002+08:00

We ride a roller coaster in life. Because that's how things are up & down. You fall in love, get angry, cry your heart out, smile happily everyday. You go through trouble & sorrows and love & joy. I know I may sound like I'm blabbering nonsense, but this is actual fact in life. You make mistakes, you apologize. But the 3 key points to a successful apology is to say "I'm sorry, It was my mistake, it wont happen again". Whether the person chooses to forgive you or not, depends on them. Don't force them to forgive you because it takes a clear conscience and sincere heart to do it. I've experienced things first hand. These are my past experience. I make mistakes everyday, without fail, whether spilling something on the floor, printing the wrong stuff at work, making someone mad, hurting someone or just being me. But these are all unintentional. I am remorseful for all that I've done.

I never did have much growing up, but what I had was my values, my pride & honour. Also a family who cares for one another till this very day. We don't need money or material, we just need each other. If one fails, the others are they to help them get back up. I don't like worrying em. I'm mature enough to do things for my own.

I've never been successful in love. Never got my first kiss, never had someone to call my own long enough before they leave. I know this all sounds far-fetched, but their my reality. I was brought up in a way not to disrespect women, maybe this is the set back to why I hold back or why there's no chemistry in my relationships. I'm slow as hell. I try to love the person first, and then when I go to second gear, I'm left there cause I never had much time to react. I just wish a miracle happens for me. I'm not ashamed to admit the above. Because I don't like lying. Say or think whatever you want. Least I know I'm being true to myself & not hiding behind some mask. I believe however, one day the one who's waiting for me, will meet me soon. And that she'll be the one to mold me into a more stronger man. Wherever you are dear maiden, please hurry hahaha...

Enough of all this, its time the OLD Zubir comes back. No more sorrow shit. Life's gotta go on. I'm done expressing myself here. I got work tomorrow.

From The Bottom Of My Heart

2010-09-13T16:43:00.002+08:00

I forgive you. Be happy out there. We can be friends, but things aren't gonna be how you'd imagine it to be like from before. I'm through being heartbroken & sad over you. I need to go and clear my mind for now. Have a good life.

To Err Is Human, To Forgive Is Divine...

To the 137th Intake!

2010-09-08T20:27:00.002+08:00

Happy One Year Serving NS Bros! One more year OrD LOH! We made it this far and we're gonna continue doing it... Till the end!

A prayer

2010-08-23T20:24:00.003+08:00

Words won't take or heal away the pain but you have your reasons for doing what you did. You will never feel the pain that I feel right now. I feel like a fool being played with but hey its over right, now you can sleep soundly at night not needing to think about someone who once upon a time would take it all the way for you. I was sincere, my heart was clear and I respected you, ONCE. Thank you for the heartache, I don't wish for you to get the same treatment, you got what you wanted from me, and that's all that's important for you. I bow down in defeat because this is how things always are. Maybe love & me just can't be friends.

- Farewell once loved
"Ya allah, pada bulan yang mulia ini, aku minta satu sahaja, kebahagian diriku yang aku telah beri kepada orang yang perlukan lebih dari ku. Aku mohon maaf atas segala dosa-dosa ku. Dan berikan dia lebih kebahagian moga berjaya dalam hidup dan sentiasa tidak merasa apa aku telah lalui... All I want is just to be happy that's all. Please grant me this at least. Pain visits me too much. Its killing me day by day. Please, let me see the brighter things in life. Amin."

From The Sincerest Heart
Zubir-O

1 Favour, please?

2010-08-23T12:15:00.003+08:00

I forgive you for lying to me, but please do me this just one thing, don't do it to the next sucker who falls for you because its not nice and someone could actually get hurt, one of those someone, is me... Yeah you let them go, but while you can still keep it going you try to save it.

Opened my eyes, realised it was all just a dream,..

2010-08-19T23:12:00.002+08:00

I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, yeah; it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
Who she come back? No one knows.
I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream.

I was at the top and I was like I’m at the basement.
Number one spot and now she found her a replacement.
I swear now I can't take it, knowing somebody's got my baby.
And now you ain't around, baby I can't think.
Shoulda put it down. Shoulda got that ring.
Cuz I can still feel it in the air.
See her pretty face run my fingers through her hair.

My lover, my life. My shorty, my wife.
She left me, I'm tied.
Cuz I knew that it just ain't right.

I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, yeah; it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
Who she come back? No one knows.
I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream.

When I be ridin man I swear I see her face at every turn.
Tryin to get my usher over, I can let it burn.
And I just hope she notice she the only one I yearn for.
Oh I miss her when will I learn?

Didn't give her all my love, I guess now I got my payback.
Now I'm in the club thinkin all about my baby.
Nelly Just A Dream lyrics found on http://www.directlyrics.com.com/nelly-just-a-dream-lyrics.html
Hey, she was so easy to love. But wait, I guess that love wasn't enough.

I'm goin through it every time that I'm alone.
And now i'm missin, wishin she'd pick up the phone.
But she made a decision that she wanted to move one.
Cuz I was wrong.

And I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, yeah; it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
Who she come back? No one knows.
I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream.

If you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
If you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
And now they're gone and you wish you could give them everything.
I said, if you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
If you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
And now they're gone and you wish you could give them everything.

I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, yeah; it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
Who she come back? No one knows.
I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream.

And I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, yeah; it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
Who she come back? No one knows.
I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream.

2010-08-14T11:57:00.003+08:00

Aiseh bedah.. today I didn't wake up for sahur... I was up till 3plus, was so tired, I thought if I just layed down for abit, I'd be ok, it ended me up waking at 8plus hahaah... But thats no reason not to fast... I'm still fasting alhamdulillah... 4th day, still going strong... Hope my dear can fast really soon... And I wanted to take this chance to say Selamat Menjalani Ibadah Puasa to all the muslims around the world... Hope everyone is smoothly fasting and not opening up the pots in the morning hahaha... I got work today man and after that night shift tomorrow morning, its buka with my dearest silliest friends! Its been 3 months since we had a big gathering... I can't wait to see them all... Maybe while we're at Geylang tomorrow, I'll get my baju aswell... I've been too busy working that I forgot lotsa things.... GAHHHH! Hahaha.. Ok weird moment.. anyways I gotta go now.. I need to do somethings... You guys take care...

Smiles From Zubir-O

This One's For You Dear...

2010-08-10T13:09:00.001+08:00

Oh her eyes, her eyes
make the stars look like they're not shining
her hair, her hair
falls perfectly without her trying

she's so beautiful
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and i tell her every day

yeah i know, i know
when i compliment her
she wont believe me
and its so, its so
sad to think she don't see what i see

but every time she asks me do i look okay
i say

when i see your face
there's not a thing that i would change
cause you're amazing
just the way you are
and when you smile,
the whole world stops and stares for awhile
cause girl you're amazing
just the way you are

her lips, her lips
i could kiss them all day if she'd let me
her laugh, her laugh
she hates but i think its so sexy

she's so beautiful
and i tell her every day

oh you know, you know, you know
id never ask you to change
if perfect is what you're searching for
then just stay the same

so don't even bother asking
if you look okay
you know i say

when i see your face
there's not a thing that i would change
cause you're amazing
just the way you are
and when you smile,
the whole world stops and stares for awhile
cause girl you're amazing
just the way you are

the way you are
the way you are
girl you're amazing
just the way you are

when i see your face
there's not a thing that i would change
cause you're amazing
just the way you are
and when you smile,
the whole world stops and stares for awhile
cause girl you're amazing
just the way you are

Love... Hehehe...

2010-08-10T12:10:00.001+08:00

Hehehe... Understand understood lah ah what the picture means... (=

Smiles From Zubir-O

One More Try..

2010-08-04T20:57:00.001+08:00

For what its worth and I'm sure about this, I'm gonna give this one more try. But for once, with my conditions included. And that condition shall not be mentioned here....

This Is No Eenie Meenie Minie Mo Game No More

2010-08-03T15:38:00.003+08:00

Say what you want alright? But here's a thought. You want to be with me, you be with me. If you don't, then don't give me other suggestions cause its not that I'm not giving you a chance its that sometimes, there's a line people have to draw. I made my mark. Now I know what the answers gonna be, but I'm giving this a final shot. I leave it to you.

Aching Hearts Bleed

2010-08-02T15:52:00.002+08:00

Here we go again with the trying. Open relationship isn't trying. Its telling me a few things, that you want to be dating and see other people, what does that tell me? You have someone else behind me. 2, it tells me you don't trust me & that you need more time, 6months? Damn ridiculous. You keep telling me your scared, but I assured you I'd help you, you shoved me away from that. I was sincere and I still am but hell, how is someone to help someone who doesn't want to help oneself. Trying is not about "SAYING" or "TEXTING" its about showing some action, I was like a dummy standing there waiting for you like rain in a drought. Is that fair to anyone? No one deserves what I got. I'm not trying to rake up the past, I'm just making this as an example of what you mean by TRYING. Because thats not trying one bit.

Let people say what they want about me, but I know my conscience are clear. One day, when you found inner peace you'll think about this thoroughly. Your a smart girl but it will never work out if this is what your gonna portray. I bid you A-Do... Take care... And continue ranting about me. I could care less...

2010-08-02T09:14:00.000+08:00

I wanted to do that and more... You said we didn't try, how bout this thought, would you have let me? Tell me would you? So don't come telling me that because I wanted to, but you didn't even let me try... Get yourself straightened out with what you wanna do before you actually say these things cause its very hurtful...

2010-07-31T11:02:00.003+08:00

You may have had it worst, but other people, OTHER PEOPLE, have things in life they never liked going through... You make me sound like I'm the bad guy, ALWAYS! Without fail, I didn't leave you, you made me do it.... Stop making me feel this way... Its not fair... How you expect me to try with FALSE HOPES? Did you even bother thinking about that? I doubt so... Cause if you did we wouldn't be here... Its very stressful. I'm sorry about what you told me recently, you know nothing about my life if you wanna talk about going through hell...

Call me heartless, tell your friends I'm this way, I'm being honest... Jerk? call me that too... You keep using excuses after excuses and people end up being hurt... I'm sorry if I've hurt you or this post makes you feel like dying, I just don't know how else to go about it... Its like every time I believe you, you say something else to make change... FYI, YOU'RE KILLING ME DAY BY DAY... Its stressful, its affecting my everythig... WORK, LIFE, PEACE... You think I Don't want this just as bad, your damn wrong... Haiz... Do whatever you want lah... I just am sorry for what happened to you but please, if you be that way, I can't help you.. Because you won't let others...

Zubir-O

I Love The Way You Lie... Really...

2010-07-23T12:43:00.002+08:00

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

I can't tell you what it really is
I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now there's a steel knife
In my windpipe
I can't breathe
But I still fight
While I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right
It's like I'm in flight
High of a love
Drunk from the hate
It's like I'm huffing paint
And I love it the more that I suffer
I sufficate
And right before im about to drown
She resuscitates me
She fucking hates me
And I love it
Wait
Where you going
I'm leaving you
No you ain't
Come back
We're running right back
Here we go again
It's so insane
Cause when it's going good
It's going great
I'm Superman
With the wind in his bag
She's Lois Lane
But when it's bad
It's awful
I feel so ashamed
I snap
Who's that dude
I don't even know his name
I laid hands on her
I'll never stoop so low again
I guess I don't know my own strength

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

You ever love somebody so much
You can barely breathe
When you're with them
You meet
And neither one of you
Even know what hit 'em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling
Yeah them chills
Used to get 'em
Now you're getting fucking sick
Of looking at 'em
You swore you've never hit 'em
Never do nothing to hurt 'em
Now you're in each other's face
Spewing venom
And these words
When you spit 'em
You push
Pull each other's hair
Scratch, claw, bit 'em
Throw 'em down

Pin 'em
So lost in the moments
When you're in 'em
It's the rage that took over
It controls you both
So they say it's best
To go your separate ways
Guess that they don't know ya
Cause today
That was yesterday
Yesterday is over
It's a different day
Sound like broken records
Playin' over
But you promised her
Next time you'll show restraint
You don't get another chance
Life is no Nintendo game
But you lied again
Now you get to watch her leave
Out the window
Guess that's why they call it window pane

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

Now I know we said things
Did things
That we didn't mean
And we fall back
Into the same patterns
Same routine
But your temper's just as bad
As mine is
You're the same as me
But when it comes to love
You're just as blinded
Baby please come back
It wasn't you
Baby it was me
Maybe our relationship
Isn't as crazy as it seems
Maybe that's what happens
When a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is
I love you too much
To walk away though
Come inside
Pick up your bags off the sidewalk
Don't you hear sincerity
In my voice when I talk
Told you this is my fault
Look me in the eyeball
Next time I'm pissed
I'll aim my fist
At the dry wall
Next time
There will be no next time
I apologize
Even though I know it's lies
I'm tired of the games
I just want her back
I know I'm a liar
If she ever tries to fucking leave again
I'mma tie her to the bed
And set the house on fire

Zubir-O

2010-07-03T14:39:00.002+08:00

If you think this is fair, your wrong!

If you think I'm happy, your wrong!

If you think I wanted this, your wrong!

If you think your the only one hurt, your wrong!

If you think I stopped forgetting about you, your wrong!

If you think for a second I moved on, your wrong!

STOP THINKING!

You make it so hard for me & now its my fault? I've been nothing but honest but yet, I'm accused of lies, thats not fair.... Don't treat me like I'm the bad guy, you wanted this so don't tell me other wise. I never hurt you, you hurt yourself... Stop blaming me... If you think all of the above, YOU ARE WRONG! Your not being Just!

Don't...

Zubir-O

What About Me?

2010-06-28T16:36:00.003+08:00

You think about your fears & tears.... Don't I get a thought too? Nevermind, its ok... Its Over... I'm done playing loverboy... I'm disappointed. Period. I trust in people too much that they do this to me... Thank you is all I have to say...

The Biggest Heart Break Ever...

Zubir-O

Where do I start?

2010-06-23T09:02:00.003+08:00

I've been really busy the past few weeks, with work and with friends. But I had fun nonetheless.... So firstly let's talk about A-team... this movie is super awesome... cool with loads of action. You guys should really watch it... its worth the buy! kind of a remake but better with better graphics and such. Not to mention hilarious... Hahaha...

Then comes She's out of my League. Its not just another movie, its kinda interesting but an ok movie to say the least. Funny too....

After which comes this movie. After 10 years of waiting for the ending to the awesome movie I watch as a kid. I really loved this movie. The 3rd one was not a disappointment. 10 years was a good wait. The ending almost brought tears to many people in the theatre hahaa... and the cinema was filled with nothing but Coast Guard officers so we knew each other. After the movie, bumped into Aloysius, Had lunch with him & Zai @ thai express.... Syiok abes! hahaha...

We thought after the movie, we'd head home, but no.... Hahaha.. Sylvia called us up wanting to go out. So we decided PRAWNING again hahaha... So wE Did! She & Ju bought durians which me & Zai wanted to eat so badly hahaha... Creamy I tell you... Now I'm having a fever cause of it LOL!

This is Ruzaini. My buddy from my PCG training in Pulau Brani from a few months ago. I knew him since our ITE days but he was my Senior but we never really talked back then LOL.... Now his a close friend... A brother too... Thanks for the advice brother....
Oh I forgot to say that all the movies above watched, was done in one single WEEK! hahahaha... That's how bored me & Zai were... Anyways I don't feel like blogging much. I'm tired lah... Yesterday work, today work.... Work work work is the only thing going on in my life... I wanna take leave lah... Heeee...... You guys take care... And I'll blog again when i can.... till then take care and I will see you guys on the flip side! Au revoir!

Smiles from Zubir-O

Too Good To Be True...

2010-06-08T17:35:00.002+08:00

Sometimes I feel I try too hard and the resultS?
Na dah.... Haiz...

If I...

2010-06-08T17:26:00.003+08:00

If I never met you, I wouldn't like you. If I didn't like you, I wouldn't love you. If I didn't love you, I wouldn't miss you. But I did, I do, and I will

Where?

2010-05-19T15:28:00.003+08:00

Left or Right?

Give me a direction...

I thought things were made clear?

And now this...

Confused? yes i am...

Angry? No...

Happy? No..

Sad? Maybe?

I leave it to you...

Can't smile...

Happy Birthday + You Make Me Smile

2010-05-16T20:04:00.005+08:00

Last night was fun. Though I was sick for the past week, I dragged myself out to enjoy with my friends. So last night we celebrated Hajar's advanced 21st birthday. I bought Hajar this lovely Tom & Jerry's cake hahaha... She loved it so much... But we're not done yet are we? Hahah... Scroll down!

So we started off the night with 2 awesome & funny rounds of bowling. It was a hilarious bowling experience. Laughter & jokes went all around non stop. It was a "couple vs couple" match up. We never did take note who won hahahaa...

Combined group shots of the girls...

After bowling, we left for a place in Dhoby Ghaut to have supper ofcourse Hehe... Sly drove off with the girls & her boyfriend. Asry, Adi had to go home early. But their company were much appreciated. Me & Ryz however took the circle line hahaha... It was our first time. Now everyone knows that you can never put me & Ryz together. We cause too much mayhem together hahaha.. God knows the stupid things we did in the circle line hahha... We reached the place and reunited with the rest. Celebrated Hajar's 21st birthday. cute right her cake? LOL...

After supper, Ayu had to go home, her father fetched her (+_+)... Sly & Ju sent Shila back home.. And then Taufiq who later joined us drove us around... We went... KARAOKE-ing! LOL! I had lots of fun. Been a while since I last used my singing voice. I entertained everyone with my voice like a broken radio. The sore throat helped me alot hahaha... After that, we went to Fort Canning, Kent Ridge and another place which I forgot... In the car I disturbed Hajar alot hahaha... everyone laughed alot...We drove around town too.. Super fun... Wish I could do that everyday... But I got work hahha...I'm still sick as of now... Things got worst... My blogging is in a mess hahaha.. I KNOW! I'm off now, I really need to sleep more...

Smiling Even Though Sick

Zubir-O

...

2010-05-09T07:43:00.000+08:00

She yells because she cares; she cries because she’s frustrated. She randomly smiles because she’s thinking of you, even if you’re already there. She scrunches her face because she’s about to explode, not because she’s constipated. She hits you because she wants to touch you. She stares at you because she’s infatuated. She calls every half hour because she misses you. She lectures you because she’s boss, not mom. She kisses you because she just wants to. She asks you questions because she’s curious, not to be annoying. She wants to know where you are to be with you. She calls just to hear your voice. She walks beside you to hold your hand. She sits close to you to lean on your shoulder. She stands in front of you because she wants a hug. Just face it boy; she’s in love with you.

A Weird time to blog? Yeah, thats Zubir-O For you...

New Phones! Hahaha

2010-05-08T22:44:00.004+08:00

So, last week, my sister, bro in law and myself went to town to get ourselves new phones hahaha.. Yes I know, I just got a new phone in March, but the phone wasn't my thing hahahha... So yeah...

Went to Singtel Orchard first to look for sis' iphone. She was deciding on which colour to get so she ended up getting the white one... The phone box was kinda small for its neatness hahah.. Had the accessories inside and she got her sim card and what not. Paid for the phone and we left...

We walked all the way to the STARHUB shop at Plaza Singapura... Got my queue number and waited. Unlike sis, I wasn't into the iphone. Rather, W995. I've always been a loyal Sony Ericsson fan. And I really like the design. I made loads of research on this phone. I wanted the red one but eventually, Singapore don't carry the red one haha.. Big blooper on my part.. They only had one piece left that being the black one. I got the phone without thinking hahaha... I was happy with my purchase. (=

After buying our phones, we went to KFC and ate our hearts away. And that was that... Hahha...

To You: "Don't worry, about a single thing..."

Smiles From Zubir-O

Oh Darling I Wish You Were Here....

2010-04-30T20:31:00.003+08:00

The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere

'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you, dear
'Cause I wish you were here

I'll watch the night turn light-blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly

The silence isn't so bad
'Til I look at my hands and feel sad
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly

I'll find repose in new ways
Though I haven't slept in two days
'Cause cold nostalgia
Chills me to the bone

But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist-deep in thought because
When I think of you I don't feel so alone

I don't feel so alone, I don't feel so alone

As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight
I'll think of you tonight

When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again

And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh, if my voice could reach
Back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear
Oh darling, I wish you were here

To You My Angel: "This isn't just a song, its a meaning I send to you tonight... Close your eyes sweetheart as I put you to sleep. Those lingering fears won't bother you when I'm around... In time I'll learn how to open up to you.. It's been a while since I last did this, but one thing's for sure, I won't make the same mistakes twice. I learnt from my past.. This I promise you.. And Just like the song, I Wish You Were Here..."

Sincere Smiles from Zubir-O...

Updaaaateesss.... Hahaha...

2010-04-11T20:39:00.002+08:00

So this past week was my PASSING OUT CEREMONY from Brani Coast Guard Base. It was a truly great experience. We were impart with knowledge, discipline and more. I also made friends who I know I'm gonna miss a whole lot. These are truly great people I've been with for the past 2months... No regrets...

Here's us with Ma'am Joanna.. our AOC...

Me looking smart in my Number one suit hahaha...

We walked out of Brani base with our squad t shirt which was designed by our very own Hisham. Good job bro!

2 Months passed by that fast. I knew it was gonna be fast, but not this fast. Well, that journey ended, my new journey, a new chapter should I say awaits at Gul base. I'm ready for you!

Yesterday, my best buddy Marzuqi & I headed to Causeway point. Last minute plan to watch Clash of the Titans. To me it was a so-so movie. It kinda lacked of something but I dunno what... But ok lah... Haha... My blogging seems abit stale. I'm tired actually... I really need sleep. Been busy these past few days. Next week I hope I can meet my GILA Gang! Please let it happen.... I'm off for now, tomorrow I start WORK!!!! LOL! take care & I will see you guys on the flipside!!

Smiles From Zubir-O

Love Letter...

2010-03-27T10:53:00.005+08:00

I can't wait for the day to end

So I can finally see your face again

We'll find a way if my wish comes true tonight (tonight 2x)

Even though I've never met you

I still miss you

Can you feel me in your dreams

Cause I hope that when you wake up

Just maybe you'll remember me

And now I believe that this is fate

Cause baby we belong together

I know everything is gonna be okay

Just as long as we have each other

Through the sunshine and through the rain

I know that it'll last forever

Just last night I stayed up late

And I wrote you a love letter (letter 2x) 2x

Tell me, am I insane

I sat your letter on the window pane

I thought of you and I let it fly away, away, and it read

Even though I've never met you

I still miss you

I can see you in my dreams

And I hope that when you read this

That you'll come runnin' back to me

And now I believe that this is fate

Cause baby we belong together

I know everything is gonna be okay

Just as long as we have each other

Through the sunshine and through the rain

I know that it'll last forever

Just last night I stayed up late

And i wrote you a love letter (letter 2x) 2x

And I know we'll always be together (together 6x) 2x

Even though I've never met you

I still miss you

I can see you in my dreams

And I hope that when you read this

That you'll come runnin' back to me

And now I believe that this is fate

Cause baby we belong together

I know everything is gonna be okay

Just as long as we have each other

Through the sunshine and through the rain

I know that it'll last forever

Just last night I stayed up late

And i wrote you a love letter (letter 2x) 2x

And I know we'll always be together (together 6x) 2x

And although I've never met you

You're the one that I've been missin' all my life

A song that I hold dear to my heart... (=

On another note, I wanna congratulate my bestfriend Marlina Salamat for making it to RP. Go get em' woman... You can do this with no problems... This will be your life solution..

Smile From

Zubir-O

I feel Reloaded because of you!

2010-03-23T08:51:00.000+08:00

You make me feel like a million bucks.... (=

Boy Am I Tired...

2010-03-07T18:12:00.003+08:00

Hey guys.... This past week was a very hectic week for me & the squad... We were down & dirty in many sense. We completed our boarding team member class. Now its time for seamenship. So many things to study for. Its very stressful but I'm sure it'll be worth it.

On Friday we were involved in the Singapore Police Seasport event. Officers from all units like SOC, PCG, NPC all came together to have a friendly competition of dragon boating & canoeing. On the plus note I bumped into loads of old friends. People from TRACOM were there too. It was nice to see familiar faces again. We were tasked as Boarding Safety Officers. It was fun but tiring. As you guys know, I've already had enough sun tanning for my time, the scorching sun made me darker hahaha... I look so weird right about now.

Speaking of Tracom, Thursday I'll be making my return to my former stomping grounds. Hopefully I can meet some familiar faces. Its been a while since I've been there. Can't wait.

One more thing before I go, I wanna congratulate Brandon Luis Dominic, or should I say INSPECTOR BRANDON for successfully making the cut for the OCT. With that, he'll be leaving the squad and joining the next intake. I wish you all the best brother. Your gonna go far. Your capable of doing things, OCT should be no problem for you. Take care and stay safe dude.

Pics from the seasport event. We were really tired. It was really2 hot. A word of advice to all the readers, hydrate yourself even if your not doing anything. Its gonna be a hot few days. Avoid getting sick. I end my post here. I gotta bounce. Take care everyone!

Smiles From

Zubir-O

Happy 21st Birthday To Me

2010-02-28T00:06:00.002+08:00

This past Monday as some of you may know, was my 21st birthday... Hehe... I had to book in on that very same morning cause of the PCG training... I was feeling bored and moodless the whole day cause I it was my birthday and I had to be away from my family... Sacrifices had to be made... I wasn't expecting any gifts... But this was a shocker for me... When the night hit, I was merely hanging around with the regulars of my squad... I went back to my bunk but I couldn't open the door cause it was locked... So I thought the boys were changing or they needed to do something important.. A surprise didn't came to mind one bit...

And then, lighted candles came from one corner while I was sitting in dark... The squad bought me a cake... I was really shocked... I thought no one remembered... You can the expression on the pic above... The cake was really delicious and I really appreciated it so much.. My first ever surprise...

Thanks again MPC 7... From the bottom of my heart.... (=

Back to business... The following morning, we headed off to CDA for our firefighting course... It was an awesome but tiring two days cause there were lots of physical activities involved... We learned many things from the instructors... And on top of that, we were awarded certs... Squad photo at CDA above...

That'll be all for now... We had a long week ahead... Gotta rest up for next week... Cheerios to you guys... I'm a year older, a Year wiser...

Smiles From Zubir-O

Hey There...

2010-02-21T18:27:00.003+08:00

Its been a while since I last blogged... Well I'm busy with so many things that I didn't realise I turn 21 tomorrow... Lemme get on the first agenda here today...

The guy next to me in the pic is Khai. He lost his mom this morning. I never really found out the cause of it. All I have to say is that Im really sorry for his loss. This guy was one of the funniest guys in the squad He was jovial and very lovable. Its really sad to hear him losing someone he loves so much. I mean a mother. Someone we look up to, someone we go to "FIRST" when ever we have any problems. Ones we run to when we need strenght and love. Im sure your mom's looking down on you Khai, proud and happy that she has a strong son. I can't imagine how much pain your in bro. It really is unfair but she's in a better place with god. She's safe up in the high heavens. NS 49 will be there for you when you need us. Name it, we'll be there for you. Remember that Ns 49 is more than friends, we're family.

Readers of my blog, please recite the "Al-Fatiha" for her soul. (=

Lets talk about my attachment on Friday. It was my first one, I was attached to Lim Chu Kang base. So basically there's a briefing on which boat we were being assigned to. I was with Whiskey 3. There was the Crew Commander, and 2 senior Special Constables. I was the newbie hahaha... I had to do the GUNNERY module. I learnt alot from the crew comm. He even taught me how to Steer the boat, which I had fun learning. Very informative. I think I might actually like this line..

Tomorrow I'm going back to BRANI BASE. I got my new uniform btw hahaha.. will upload it soon... I think I'm done for now... Theres a new song on my blog called Love letter By Kevin Rudolf... Have a listen... Its an awesome song... For now, I'm off to pack my things... Take care and au revoir!

Happy Birthday To Me Tomorrow!

Zubir-O

Meet MPC Squad 07// NS 49 BBQ

2010-02-06T22:11:00.004+08:00

These people above ladies & gentlemen are my new squad mates. Now for those wondering, MPC stands for Maritime Policing Course. So basically I've been posted to Pulau Brani base to further my Coast Guard Training. Its been a fruitful 2 weeks. Actually like every first time thing I did from the past till now, I'm gonna start hating things but then get comfortable with my surroundings and go with the flow... I have about 8 more weeks left before my course ends so I guess I better make the most of it.

I have 4 ladies in my squad. I would describe them more as Roses Among the torns rather than the other way around. I can't complain about the accommodation and food cause everything at brani base is done perfectly. The food is delicious, the beds are comfortable to sleep in. The OC squads are caring and really look into details about us if we have any doubts or problems. This past week we also did uniform sizing. I can't wait to dawn on the new man in blue uniform hahaha... Number 3 is cool and all but hey, time for a change! Wee!

Moving On...

Last Saturday was my former squad, NS 49's BBQ which was well organised by Mr Zul Asyraf & Fazil... The food was awesome... Delicious... And yet the best thing wasn't the food, it was being able to meet my fatboys once again... I had craved to meet them.... We're glued and then we split into different directions... Sad affair I know but this is life... One thing's for sure, we will remember each other for sure... (=

This is me & Yan Yan... The squad timer, one of the jokers, and my bunk08 dance partner hahahhaha....

Me Amigos and me...

This right here is my FI. Ahmad Feroudeen Hidayat Aka Deen... Someone alot of people call garang but to us his like a big brother.. Always there when we need him...

That'll be all folks... Till I blog again soon... Hehehe... You guys have a good weekend ahead right? And please don't get into trouble! Says the new fully pledged police officer! haha..

Yours Truly

Zubir-O

It Ended Just Like That...

2010-01-23T12:09:00.005+08:00

About 5 months ago, some of you remembered, I entered NS under SPF. Since then I've grown and learn more about my capabilities and learned to appreciate the things I had. I graduated from Home Team Academy yesterday. I was filled with tears when the ceremony was going on. Jeez, I'm gonna miss my boys, BUNk 8 and foxtrot company... It passed by so fast that I didn't even see it coming. Anyway guys, I got into the POLICE COAST GUARD. At first I didn't know what or how to react, but I've learned to accept it. A life at the sea is what I'll be having till the day I oRd... A new journey is about to begin...

Memories with my squad through the months were truly amazing. There were good and there were bad but memories nonetheless. Yesterday marked our seperation. The squad may no longer exist but the legacy will always live on. Like Zul says, let this not be just another memory because I don't want it to be just another memory. Because for the first time in my life, I felt wanted, I felt appreciated for the things I did. I felt the sense of a 2nd home. Even in my ITE days I didn't feel this way, In the beginning I thought I was gonna hate this experience but it turned out to be the best ride of my life.

To my OC SI Eric Loh, his been the father figure for us all when we were training. He took care of us no matter what just like how a real father would his son. he alway keeps his word. A man of honour. He gained my respect the very first day. He equiped us with the relevant knowledge needed to pass our law test.

FI Ahmad Feroudeen Hidayat, haha can call him by his name already. tak payah panggil "SIR" lagi muahahaha... This guy was the big brother to us all. He trained our fat asses to what it is today. He would make us do things we didn't like, but he always says, "what is good for you is bad for you, what's bad for you is good for you..." and I will continue to believe that... He respected us like how we respect him. Truly a man with values... We'll miss you Deen..

NS 49 its been the best rides of life you guys made this possible for me. Bunk 8 (Alfie, Yan, Alief, Aidil, Chin Boon, Fairuz), my buddies Zul & Sharizal, though we had our arguements, I didn't mean any of them. The times we shared, the laughter, the stories... Those things I will always carry in my heart... I will always remember all of you... No matter what... Take care guys... That'll be all for today... Time to go...

Another Chapter Closed

Zubir-O

It's kinda getting boring around here...

2010-01-09T19:58:00.002+08:00

The blog title says it all... Jeez busy with NS, there are thoughts of closing down my blog. I mean not many people are visiting my blog so I blog to the ghosts around me I guess... But I don't think I wanna do just that... We'll see how it goes from here... Anyways yesterday was my LAW test but I didn't manage to complete it cause the server went down when I was like at question 90? I was almost done! But can't blame anyone, shit happens you know. So Monday will be the so called "re-test"... Wish me luck guys... In two weeks time, I'm gonna POC. Damn in the beginning I was like "get me outta here quick, I don't wanna be around these people" but now I regret saying those things. I'm gonna miss my new found amigos. Their like brothers to me. We share everything together, room, beds, showers... You name it we did it hahaha... Memories though happened for 4months, have been like awesome.. It truly has been an awesome ride on this wild and scary roller-coaster. I'm gonna miss people, heck missing them already....

This is life, you leave some you make some... I hope wherever I'm gonna be posted to, I have good friends and support just like in my training days... Everyone will be in my memories because each of them left a special moment... I know this sounds gay but what the fuck, they understand what I mean... I don't wanna lose contact with these special nut cases. Cause bad or good their my boys... We win together we lose together... Team Mates! Well I think I better get going... Need to finish up with my studying... Time is precious.. Plus I haven't taken my shower ... Haha.. But I still smell good! Take care guys... Au Revoir...

Smiles From

Zubir Osman

Singapore idol Predictions

2009-12-27T19:03:00.003+08:00

I didn't watch the entire season, not even once. But I happened to catch up their performance on YOUTUBE, my money is on Sezairi Sezali. Its time Singapore garner a female IDOL. She will reign supreme tonight. Singapore needs a change. So yeah short & simple, SEZAIRI will win. Booking in tomorrow, lets watch this showdown! Lets go go go!

Zubir O

AVATAR!

2009-12-20T17:57:00.003+08:00

Yesterday I went out with Nash, my squadmate. We went to Beach Road first cause he needed to get a new pair of uniform cause the old one was too big for him. To our surprise, the top and bottom cost Nash $60, ouch.... He bought it, but I was the one being all breathless hahaha... Then we decided to meet De Ming but then Ming had to go somewhere else so it was me & Nash rushing our asses off to The Cathay to find tickets for AVATAR. We were freaking lucky we got the tix coz it was sold out throughout Singapore. There were swee-swee two seats left for us hahaha... We lost hope at first but I told Nash by the end of the night, we'll be talking about how good the movie was, and true to my words we did watch it. The movie was super cool. Its an amazing action packed movie. What can you expect from the Director of TITANIC? Its not your typical "alien-like" movie. Instead its more mystical and more mind boggling to say the least. I give it a 5 star rating. The best movie of the year, better than TRANSFORMERS or NEW MOON!

So my booking in time has changed to 9pm, jyeah! hahaha... can go back to HTA late. I'll be booking out early on Thursday at 1230pm. I wanna go out and have fun..... But for now I wanna prepare for my booking in... Haven't iron my necessities.... So I'll see you guys next week, flip side awaits... Au Revoir!

Yours Truly

Zubir-O

Oh btw, this is my squad photo. This includes my FI and OC Squad.

I Get The Final Say!

2009-12-13T17:09:00.003+08:00

Hey everyone... Sorry for not blogging for a long time... I've been sick and very2 tired and sleepy the list goes on and on you know? Hahaha... I'm still sick, I was almost done with being sick till I took that H1N1 jab. I mean its good and all but the side effects is sickening. I'm having a high fever. I wanna take MC but I have my drill test tomorrow morning and I can't afford missing that. Anyways the 138th intake came in this week, they came in looking like how we did. Abit out of shape but its ok as time passes by, they'll be like us, fighting fit for tomorrow!

Moving on, I have to address this issue to a certain individual. I'm not, I repeat, I'M NOT OBSESSED the single least with you. I tried my very best but hey luck's not on my side so I'm moving on, I don't need that kinda crap for you. Alhamdulillah I'm leading a good and fruitful life right now, I'm grateful with what god gave me, so don't go around telling people I'm OBSESSED with you coz that's not even close to the truth. You made an accusation but that's fine with me. You told me you wanted to be friends? That's utter BULLSHIT I tell you. Yes I was a dumb teenager years ago, but I grew since then. I'm actually glad we're through. Your telling people this and that but your twisting facts. How hypocritical are you? Don't need to think about that, when your done idling in your imaginary world, then you can talk but till then, don't dream of anything nice from me. Coz your ignorance is so big that its showing.

Now don't get me wrong, I don't hate anyone but people make me hate them because of how they act. Call me whatever you want, at least my life is blessed with happiness. I have great friends, even better FAMILY. I won't be affected, not even a scratch. You can break me years ago, but you don't know me anymore. I'm a man now, I have my values to uphold. I will always stay true to myself and not lie my way around. Good riddance to you! (=

Haaa... Now that I'm done with that, my POP is next month! Haha yeay! I'm gonna miss my friends but I'll make new ones for sure... Endurance is all I need... I'm coughing like a mad dog, I gotta get ready for my book in. Be blogging back here again next week. Au Revoir Guys!

Smiles from Zubir-O

Selamat Hari Raya Haji!

2009-11-27T14:16:00.002+08:00

Hey All! Whats up whats up? Damn these past few weeks have been seriously hectic for me and my squadmates... IPPT just passed, I FAILED! Muahahaha... There's always the next one... I'll be sure to put in more effort for that one. So today's Hari Raya Haji, I would like to wish all muslims Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha... May your family and friends be well and healthy... My mom cooked up a feast and I can't wait to dig in but I won't be eating like last time... Haha... I have to maintain my body size... Shooting range lessons will be the week after next week and so's $$$ Pay Day! $$$ hahaha.... I'll be getting my new netbook then, Jannah's engagement will be soon too.. Busy2... I really had a good night's rest, in camp I don't get enough sleep coz we sleep early, wake up early... Kinda tiring but its fun. The 138th intake will be coming in soon... Anyone coming in the Prep Course wish you guys all the best. The key to success in HTA is endurance.

I wanna go out so if anyone wants to, holla me at my cell... I smell good food in the kitchen, time to dig in... Till the next time! Au Revoir!

Zubir-O

Saturday & I'm Feeling Fine

2009-11-14T13:57:00.003+08:00

Hey guys... Booked out yesterday blah3, yada3... Haha... Yesterday was super hectic for me.. I had so many plans after book out. I had a dinner date with Sylvia, Meet up with Mawi & Mar, meet my sister up... I forgot that I had I plans and I said yes to all the invites.. So everything clashed but it doesn't matter, I managed to do everything together. Mar & Mawi came over to my place till midnight last night. They hung out at my place, talked to my sister and my family. We slacked and laughed our asses off just like the good old days, I can forget everyone but never my family & best friends...

On another note, I'm getting sick but somehow I don't feel gloomy haha.. I must be crazy... LOL! Gonna meet Mirul tonight, lepak session.. No plans for the afternoon yet... I got my pay already and I really2 need a new earphone but I'm thinking of getting a headphone instead, it'll be easier to use when I do my night jogging in camp. I need to get my specs made a.s.a.p, god knows I need them for my shooting. Fuh... Tomorrow, I'll be booking in again... Same old process till I POP in JANUARY, but that's another story for another day.... I hope everyone enjoys they're weekend alrite? I will blog again when I can.. Till then take care and I will see you guys on the flip side!

Au Revoir!

Zubir-O

Busy As A Bee!

2009-11-07T03:34:00.002+08:00

Hey guyssss! Haven't been posting these past few weeks... Been busy with NS!!!! Got loads of things to do man... There's the LAW aspect, the defence secton... the drills... Gotta complete my craft before POP! Or POC... Dunno lah which one we'll be going through... I'm going trekking next Wednesday planned by HTA... Yeay! I hope its somewhere great... I hope everyone's doing good... I'm sorry if I didn'r reply anyone's messages... I don't have my freaking laptop yet... Soon it'll all be over... I'm super2 restless... Booked out yesterday evening... came home all lazy but got all my laundry done... Played my PSP! After so long of not doing so...I'll msn when I can... Going out in the afternoon later with my NS buddies... Damn I feel giddy just typing... haha... I'll catch you guys on the flip side before the flip side catches me... Night2... Enjoy your weekend...

Sincerely Zubir-O

ATTENTION GILA GANG!

2009-10-18T14:22:00.003+08:00

Next week 24th October 2009, SATURDAY, I'm planning for an outing or some sort. Mar please take note of this and decide what kinda outing you guys wanna do. I'll be busy at camp so please just inform me of the event. It'll be best if Mar could liase with Zura and think of the perfect place for us to hang out. But I have a place for us to go first then we go somewhere else to eat. PUNGGOL's END! Its has a beautiful sight. We can take loads of pictures there guys. So please make yourselves free..... Mar/Zura msg me the updates. I'm really keen on going to Punggol's End... See you guys next week. Byeeeee

Hey!

2009-10-18T04:30:00.003+08:00

Hey how's everyone these days? Busy I suppose... Well I've been busy myself lately with NS & what not. So right now I'm freaking sick! haha... I have a sore throat, I sound like a broken machine, I have a fever, I'm coughing like a dog. Damn can anything else be added on to this. I've had feelings that I'm missing someone but I can't really put my finger on whom it is... Its weird but yeah... I'm booking in this evening, thats nothing to be happy about. All I get is to do my PT, PDT blah3... The list goes on... It's very2 tiring but someone's gotta do it right? And basically it's me & every other enlisted dudes. I can't wait to pass out. POP is in 2 & a half months time. Need to pack my things soon. Already washed em so no need to worry there... Nothing much to update on... boring boring boring is what spells my time currently... I'll see you guys next week rite... Till then take care....

Updates..

2009-10-11T03:48:00.002+08:00

Hey guys, it's been weeks since I last blogged, reason being I was too busy & too tired. A few updates, firstly I'm recovering from a Shin Spleen I sustained about two weeks ago. It's not serious for now but it hurts when I bend down or squat. But I'm enduring the pain till I can't take it, but not the extent where it doesn't heal at all. I've completed my PTP phase now we're beginning our LAW lessons already, kinda interesting learning about the different types of LAWS and what you can and cannot do as an officer. Time for more alertness from us. I'm keeping my diet in tact, we haven't measured our BMI yet, hopefully things turn out smoothly cause I really want to get a PES upgrade so that I'll get a good posting. Working hard right now, pray for me guys.

I feel like I'm coming down with fever, maybe it's just the weather. Will be booking in tonight... I'm kinda not looking forward to it cause it's way too fast and I didn't have a chance to relax & get the well deserved rest I wanted. I'm gonna be going out later to settle some urgent matters then buy some things for my daily usage in camp. Haiz mouthful of updates. I'll end things here. I'm very2 sleepy. you guys take care & I will see you on the flip side! Au Revoir!

Smiles From Zubir-O

Sore All Over...

2009-09-26T00:58:00.004+08:00

Got home awhile ago. Had bunk inspection before we booked out, but damn 80 push ups/leg shuffles really was a killer. Not to mention a sweaty evening. Went to Lot One with Zul, Aidil, Yan, Naz & his buddy to get some brunch. We really needed some good food. After that we parted ways and headed back home. Got a call from Marzuqi, he picked me up, a short pit stop at my place, changed my clothes and we headed for Yat's block where Dian, Imran & Yat were at. Talked cock, laugh our asses off and just had a good relaxing time. Haha.. I know my blogging sounds dead & draggy probably due to lack of sleep, daily exercise which can kill a normal human being but hey, WELCOME TO NS! Gonna be starting our LAW part on 4th October and just have a breath of fresh air while the fit squad enter. I'm fucking sleepy lah seriously hahah... I think I'll get to that! Take care & smile always!

BrotherHooD!

Au Revoir...

2009-09-21T16:55:00.002+08:00

Hey guys, I'm gonna be booking in in a few hours time. I'll be out hopefully by this Friday. Before I go, I wanna wish Selamat Hari Raya to everyone. Take care everyone and I will see you when I do... I'm off!

Smiles From ZubiR-O

Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir Batin!

2009-09-20T01:53:00.003+08:00

Hey guys, sorry I havent been blogging much these days... Been busy preparing for Raya at home. With that in mind, I wanna wish all muslims SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN especially to all my family & friends. Sometimes I say or do things that aren't that amusing. No one's perfect in this world and that includes me too. So I'm asking for forgiveness to anyone I've offended throughout the past year. But this is not saying I'm a bad person ah haha... I just want people to know that I do these things unintentionally. Janji buat lagi! haha... So enough with the yada2... I wanna go sleep its getting kinda late. RAYA! Take care all & happy holidays! Besok Book In Oh!

Smiles From Zubir-O

I'm Home...

2009-09-15T13:15:00.003+08:00

Just got home last night. Eventually the 10 day confinement was cut short to 7 because one of my SQUAD MATE, Fazil, got infected with the H1N1 virus and is in ICU at this point. Squad 49 prays for your safe recovery bro. So I'm free as a bird till next Monday when I book in. NS life is actually not bad at all... Its not a chalet for sure haha... But the life inside is cool. With great squad mates & even greater bunk mates, life can't get any better. I'm going through my PTP phase now which will last another 2 weeks and then I will start my Police training. I'm excited for that part. I'm learning how to march haha... Not that good at it, but still perfecting my craft. I'm having the time of my life. Many were shocked when I got home last night cause tentively I was supposed to book out this coming Friday. Got so many messages on my hp, msn... You name it... I wanna go rest up & train abit more for the training lost these coming days. So till then take care!

Smiles From Zubir-O

Goodbye For Now!

2009-09-07T20:26:00.003+08:00

Tomorrow, the countdown timer will stop. The day is finally here, the day I become an NS man. Haha.. Sounds corny but whatever lah. I'll be gone for 10 days, gonna book in at HTA for my training. With that being said, its only logical that my blog won't be updated for that duration. I firstly wanna thank everyone who wished me well on my new journey in life. I'm not going abroad so we'll still see each other guys, just not as often like we usually do. Haaa... I'm actually kinda nervous. This is not gonna be an easy ride, but a ride worth the wait, for sure.

Marlina: Take it easy alright? I wish you the best on your pursuit of a good career. You'll be fine okays? Jangan risau2, you will land one soon. Happy 20th Birthday again! Another year older means another year wiser. All the best bestie! (=

Marzuqi: Haha... I know your laughing at me right now, but whatever it is. I thank you for giving me the heads up about SPF buddy. You take care aite bro. Message aku tau kalau ada apa2.

Sathes: Sorry couldn't talk to you these past few weeks. Prepaid low haha... You take care too okay, we'll hang out soon!

Azura: Don't cry leh, haha.. Muka buruk you know. You take care too okays, remember what I said. BEHAVE! LOL!

Hajar: Good luck on your new journey at ICA. I read what you wrote on your blog. Very sweet of you. Go SmotTek! Haha...

Mawi: 2 tahun lagi, aku ORD, 3 tahun lagi kau NS hahaha... Kambing lu... Jaga diri baik2 tau. Don't get yourself into trouble.

Amirul: Dude. though we've just become friends, I wanna thank you for the advice too. We'll talk once I book out arite...

Syarifah: My little sweet god sister haha... Hope everything's fine between you & him. Its been awhile since we last talked, take care too kays..

Asri: Good luck for your O's. Everything's that happened in the past, is water under the bridge bro.

My mind's completely blank for now haha.. To my loyal readers, I'm not that famous but hey thanks a bundle for dropping by. You guys take care too. If there's anyone else I forgot, sorry sorry sorry! I gotta go. Need to sleep early. Goodbye for now. See you guys in 10 days. That'll be roughly 2 days before Hari Raya, to all muslims, selamat menjalani ibadah puasa. Take care everyone! And I will catch you guys on flip side real soon. BYE!

Smiles From Zubir-O

2 Days... I'll Be Fine (=

2009-09-06T01:22:00.002+08:00

Got home like two hours ago from Marlina's advanced birthday party. I thank you guys for going thru the trouble just because of me. Took my shower, sat for awhile... And went online to look at some pictures... Today was a good day. The plan went well. I have to thank Zura & her family once again for everything. The food & the cake were awesome. Another thing is that today was the last time I'm gonna meet the gang before I enter NS. Everyone was supportive, giving me advice, asking me how I felt. I mean these are the things that make me feel wanted & appreciated as a friend. I have good friends surrounding me. I'm really thankful that I have friends who actually give a shit about what I do in life. Thanks guys. I really am gonna miss you guys.

2 more days is what I have left before my new journey begins. I'm kinda nervous yet excited about the whole thing. Stories told make me amped up to give it my all when I go in. I've always believed that if you have a proper mindset & positive attitude, then whatever you do in life, will be paved with good intentions. Its kinda funny how life works you know. Haha ok no more mushy stuff, I sound like I'm going overseas sia haha... LAME!

I'll catch you guys on the flip side!

Smiles From Zubir-O

Light Updates...

2009-09-03T03:44:00.003+08:00

Few things to touch on today. Alright the past few days have been hectic yet tiring for me. I've been running here & there like a mad person. Haha... My sister in law gave birth two days back. I welcome Mohamed Dhinie Iqbal Rheshah to my family. Name wise, My mom & I actually came up with it. (Anak orang, kita namakan hahaha). I was at SGH, ICA, ABC Market Place, all over lah haha... I was on my bro's bike all the way, I feel like my thighs are gonna break down anytime soon.

Few hours ago, met Amirul, hung out at the coffee shop near my place. Nice meeting you dude. (= We had a man to man talk about life & experience.. haha.. Which is cool coz god knows I haven't had that kinda talk for ages. After that got home, took a shower, sat my butt down facing my sis' laptop. Chatted with Zura, asking her about Saturday. Nasi bryani seh... I wanna try her mom's bryani so badly haha...

I might be heading to Buena Vista to get my N-Level transcript cos I'll be needing it for my enlistment next week. Jeez, its getting kinda stressful for me these days. I can't wait for Saturday, I get to meet all my friends before I get enlisted. I need to go prepare for sahur now. You guys have a good day ahead aite? I'm off. Catch you guys on the flip side. Bye!

Smiles From Zubir-O

7 days Lets Go!

2009-09-01T02:52:00.003+08:00

Hey guys, just wanna let you guys know that I have 7 days left to spend time with you guys freely. Coz next Tuesday onwards I'm gonna be busy. Wanna meet up? Lai2... Here are the spots taken.

Tuesday- Taken
Wednesday- Taken

Thursday- Taken

Friday- Free

Saturday- TAKEN

Sunday- Free

Monday- Busy with preparations

If I can compromise I will. Can't wait to meet you guys, Peace out!

Zubir-O

Avatar: The Last Air Bender..

2009-08-31T01:27:00.002+08:00

Some of you may not know this, but I watch cartoons till this day haha.. True enough... But the one favourite cartoon I've been watching for the past 3 years is Avatar: the legend of Aang. Its actually a real cool cartoon which revolves around three kids, one being Avatar Aang, who journey round the world seeking benders to teach the Avatar all four elements. He needs to master these four elements before the comet arrives and to also go head to head with FIRE LORD OZAI. Haha I know this doesn't sound like me, but I'm a geekish kid at heart. Here's a little intro on how the story goes about.

I've started watching this series on Nickelodeon but ended watching on OKTO haha... Long story... If you guys wanna watch it, they're having re-runs on OKTO on weekdays at 7.30pm. Gotta watch it. But the question is, among all the cartoons I watch, why am I talking about this? Simple, because the movie is about to make its debut in cinemas. I'm so psyched about it. Here's an actual teaser of the movie.

That's all folks! Catch you guys on flip side...

Smiles From Zubir-O

When Love Takes Over...

2009-08-30T04:21:00.003+08:00

Been listening to this song for months now... Wanted to post the music video for ages but I keep forgetting. So enjoy!

I can't sleep... I dunno why, but these nights just keep getting weirder & weirder.... Catch you guys on the flip side..

Rock With Soul

Zubir-O

...

2009-08-30T03:29:00.000+08:00

9 days Baybeh!

Need I Say More?

2009-08-28T02:39:00.002+08:00

You know they're good... Haha.. Enjoy!

I told you so... Catch you on the flip side! Bye!

Smiles from Zubir-O

Who Was Your Favourite?

2009-08-25T16:56:00.003+08:00

Now I'm sure everyone had a favourite artiste/band growing up. As a the last of the 80's Babies, I listened to all sorts of music. But my all time favourite even till this day, I would say is "NO DOUBT". No Doubt is a band from the US with the SKA-Punk kinda genre influence. Here are some of their music videos which I found online. Man I'm sure many remember them... So enjoy!

So there you have it... A very good classic fave by me. Tell me which artiste you guys listened & adored growing up? Sound off your comments on my tag board. *Ding Ding Ding*

Take care & I will catch you on the flipside.

Smiles From Zubir-O

What Am I Gonna say... Hmm...

2009-08-21T14:33:00.004+08:00

Damn these past few days has been surprising to say the least... Things pop here & there... Well, it's over & done with. Moving on, I got my NS things ready!!! hahaha... I know thats random but I had to get that out of my system. Man I'm aching all over after that night jog with Marzuqi two nights back. I need me some koyok. Nothing much today, just wanted to say a few things. Wow the clock is counting down fast. Oh yeah, tomorrow fasting begins. I wish all muslims a safe fasting. Selamat Berpuasa. Somebody call me please. I'm very bored. I don't wanna go out just a phone call... That'll be all for today... Short & Lame today.... =)... Catch you guys on the flip side!

Smiles from Zubir-O

Hey!

2009-08-15T14:07:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was a tiring but a fun day. Went to Bugis & then Paragon with Mar to get some things. Walked around like mad, our legs were beginning to hurt and Marzuqi's leg was half pass gone haha... He had only little sleep cause he was on night shift the day before so understand-understood lah ah... So Mar bought a bag which he's been wanting to get for ages. I'm actually happy that he got what he wanted. So then at Paragon we bought some stuff for our prawning later that evening.

It was night at this point and we met up with Jason who happens to be another secondary school classmate of mine number of years known similar to Marzuqi. So we set for Jurong Hill. Sat down for abit, looked at the crowd fishing, and people were barely catching any prawns haha... I mean no pun intended, the faces were like so confident like as if they'll catch 40-50 prawns using a chicken heart bait. When the clock struck 12midnight, Mar & I went to get our rods, and the fun began. Not too long, we got prawns like mad. We reeled in many big sized prawns. Fat ones even. After an hour or so my sis came with my bro-in-law. They fished too.

After all that, we began our BBQ. We caught 30prawns in total. Didn't manage to eat them all. I was actually happy to fish for em, but eating? haha.. Cannot already lah... I'm done with prawning for now hahaha... Maybe 7-8months time I'll do it again but not anytime soon hahah...

That's it for today, catch you guys on the flip side.

Smiles From Zubir-O

My thoughts on NS...

2009-08-08T15:26:00.003+08:00

Haha I didn't even notice I only had 31 days left to my NS enlistment. Actually its kind of a mixed feelings lah. I'm not scared, neither am I too eager to get in. Haha... Its just that its a 2-year process that every male Singaporean has to go through. And to me that's just fine. I'm excited to actually venture out into different parts of my life.(most like real statement) Marzuqi's been telling me stories alot lately regarding his experience in the police force. Sylvia my other bestie went into camp this past Wednesday. I hope she's doing well. It'll be my turn soon. I know I'll survive, though its gonna be freakishly tough not to mention tiring, I'm fine with it. Just that I'll miss my family & friends coz I'll be either in camp or resting. Not much time for them. Yes many say SPF is very relaxed, but that doesn't mean there isnt much work involved in it. You risk your life for the safety of civillians.

Anyways, I gotta start preparing my physical fitness for my training soon. I'm eating like a monster these days. Especially today. By god, I just recovered from, (gasp for air) FEVER, FLU, COUGH, VOMITTING & THE MOST ANNOYING ONE, NON STOP DIARRHEA. So I lost my appetite recently and today I got back my loss. Haha...I wanna spend more time with my friends. I'm gonna be packed with activities with them soon. So anyone wanna go out with me while I'm still free? Feel free to tell me. I'll try my best to meet you up. I'm going off now. I wanna go watch tv or something haha. Catch you guys on the flip side!

Smiles From Zubir-O

Sunday's Whacked Out Picnic Haha...

2009-08-04T19:53:00.002+08:00

Alright on Sunday, we went to Changi Beach for a picnic. It was me, Marzuqi, Marlina (I have to make this part clear abit coz both are "MARS") Hariz, Hajar, Sly, Syarfa & her sis's, who's name I didnt catch at all. Zura couldn't make it coz earlier that morning her dad had a fall in the toilet. So he was admitted & she had to accompany him. No worries, we just pray that he gets well soon aite...?

So firstly we pitched tent, started talking nonsense as usual. Marzuqi just came back from his night shift, so he went straight for the tent and slept like a log haha.. Then we prepared ourselves for some food. But what would food be without drinks? Our dear Ms Sylvia Antonie Nitsche came like 4hours late! haha.. We were buying drinks from the vending machine. Mr Hariz then came up with the idea of prank calling people overseas haha... He started the ball rolling. Freaking hilarious. Ofcourse I had to dig my hands into the fun. My prank went like this

Me: Selamat Soreh, siapa di sana? (Good day, who's there?)

Caller: Donny
Me: Donny?

Donny: Iya
Me: Donny?

Donny: Iya

Me: Mas Donny?

Donny: Iya

Me: Kamu tinggal nya di mana? (Where are u staying?)

Donny: Bandung (That being in Indonesia for some of you who don't know)

Me: Saya tinggal di Coca Cola Hahaha.... (I live in coca cola)

(hung up)

It was so random of me to say such a lame but somewhat funny thing.. haha... Everyone laughed hard. Gosh so much fun just on that note. After 2 plus, Syarfa & her sis left coz Syarfa had to work. Few minutes later Sly reached walking sideways with drinks at hand.

About 2hours had passed, Hariz out of the blue dared me & Sly to walk around a group of drunk malaysian indians who were prancing & dancing like a bunch of mad people.. So yah, we did it. Thank god they didn't chase us for circling them.

We took some pictures. Ate summore, drank loads of coke & teas. Pretty much a good day for me & the rest. I don't wanna to be too detailed about some other things that actually happened earlier on. We "SAW" some things we didn't wanna see.. Haha.. Things end here... I need some more sleep.. I'm getting lazier these days. Even my post sounds dull... Till next time! Catch you guys on the flip side! Ovoir!

Smiles From Zubir-O

A Letter From My Heart To You..

2009-07-30T20:24:00.003+08:00

Three years have passed since she & I parted ways... I've tried my very best to win her back but theres something that's not allowing it to happen, is it her? Or is it me? If your reading this, I'm glad you did. Cause atleast you know how much I feel. I feel tortured, I feel pain, but I know it's is my own mistake... something I shouldn't complain... You can say how much you hate or even loathe me, but just so you know, I love you so much even words can't say. I've been kicked, I'm that beaten up, but only Allah knows how much I feel inside. I'm not a saint myself, hell, I've done worst, but I learn from my mistakes. I was young, I was afraid, I've changed alot since my dumb days. Its not that I've given up, just that I'm so used to clapping with one hand, it makes me sick, I'm really tired... I just wanna raise my hands in defeat.

I wish you nothing but happiness. Without me in your life, I'm sure there's happiness, and I don't want to deprive you of anything. Just to see you smile everyday makes me happy already. How long I've waited I don't know, if you don't want to be friends, I'm really really fine, as long as your happy. This is nothing fake, nothing scripted, it came from my heart. It may even sound gay, but I don't give a damn, I'm entitled to my feelings. Everyone is... It takes a real man to shed his tears... So there you go, I'm letting you go for good, mudah-mudahan you find the one you love and who treats you better than I have. "Jodoh tak ke mana"... I pray nothing but your happiness & safety. Insyallah one day you'll be happier than me. My happiness means nothing to me... Cause I always believe LIFE SALUTES YOU WHEN YOU MAKE OTHERS HAPPY!

Take care dear one, just so you know, I mean everything I said... We're done... Go out there and find that one... (=

Sincerely Yours

Mohamed Zubir Osman

Sunday's Picnic

2009-07-28T13:28:00.002+08:00

Event: Picnic @ Changi Beach

Time To Meet: Latest By 11am

Meet Ups: Those coming from the West Side, please meet at Clementi Mrt 2nd last cabin, the usual place... As for people coming from the East, we'll meet up at Changi straight latest by 12.15pm. Do not, I repeat DO NOT be late...

As for the food, please text me when you've read this. i'll be bringing something...

Just text me if there's anything...

Zubir-O

It's Not Even On Youtube Yet...

2009-07-25T16:34:00.004+08:00

Its not on Youtube, but I'm gonna upload it... It'll be under Rheyan89.. Here's the Nenek walking... My sister actually forwarded this to me today... They've managed to get her on camera... Enjoy! I guess.. Haha...

Catch you on the flip side! Ovoir!
Smiles From Zubir-O

Fireflies...

2009-07-23T12:57:00.002+08:00

Song: Fireflies

Artiste: City Owl

you would not believe your eyes
if ten million fireflies lit up the world as i fell asleep
cuz they fill the open air and leave teardrops everywhere
you think me rude, but i would just stand and stare

id like to make myself believe
that planet earth turns slowly
its hard to say that id rather stay awake
when im asleep
cuz everything is never as it seems

cuz i get a thousand hugs
from ten thousand lightning bugs
as they try to teach me how to dance
a foxtrot above my head
a sockhop beneath my bed
the disco ball is just hanging by a thread (thread, thread)

id like to make myself believe
that planet earth
turns slowly its hard to say
that id rather stay awake when im asleep
cuz everything is never as it seems (when i fall asleep)

to ten million fireflies
im weird cuz i hate goodbyes
i got misty eyes as they said farewell
but i know where several are if my dreams
get real bizarre cuz i saved a few and i keep 'em in a jar

id like to make myself believe that planet earth turns slowly its hard to say that id rather stay awake when im asleep cuz everything is never as it seems (when i fall asleep)

id like to make myself believe that planet earth turns slowly its hard to say that id rather stay awake when im asleep cuz everything is never as it seems (when i fall asleep)

id like to make myself believe
that planet earth
turns slowly its hard to say
that id rather stay awake
when im asleep
because my dreams are bursting at the seams

I'm into this song these days.. Haha.. Its a cool song with unique lyrics... I'm recommending this to all my friends... So enjoy this song.. Catch you on the flip side!

Smiles From Zubir-O

Look At This...

2009-07-22T23:48:00.005+08:00

These videos were supposed to be posted up few days ago, but I've been having a major headache... I'm going to bed in a while... So enjoy guys... Now I know why I dont sound like how I sing live.. The background is filled with so much noise. I had to basically fight the noise...

ROCK CONCERT TO THE CORE!

Bye Bye For Now!
Smiles From Zubir-O

My Immune System Sucks!

2009-07-22T23:43:00.002+08:00

I'm feeling feverish... Aku Nak Demam! Haha... I'm falling sick... My friends know that when I fall sick I take a long period of time to recover.. Hopefully I get well soon enough...

)=

Bir O

They're Back!!!! Hahahaah....

2009-07-19T22:43:00.002+08:00

Alright Guys, the crazy duo of HirZi&MunaH are back... Funny as ever... So enjoy their awesome dares!

BLOOPERS!

That's all folks!
Bye Bye For Now!
Smiles From Zubir-O

Happy Birthday To... (=

2009-07-17T11:11:00.003+08:00

Alright this may sound weird, but, the flip side turns ONE! Haha.. It's been exactly a year since I revived my blog. The previous blog was a flop, this one is sorta better. Thank you to everyone who visits my blog whenever you guys can, be it friends, family or blog walkers... I'll continue to make this blog as entertaining as possible. I started this blog all dull & blend but as months passed, I made it fun for everyone. So I'm done for now. Confettis please! Haha.. I'm kidding. Take care Guys!

Bye Bye For Now!

Zubir-O

Beware...

2009-07-16T18:07:00.004+08:00

Hey guys, just want to let you in on this reminder. Now I don't know if this is true in anyway shape or form, but when it comes to these things I'm very wary. I just got word that there's this Old Malay Lady (Nenek) going around selling keropok & kuehs all over Singapore. If you don't purchase from her, the Nenek will let a Pontianak or Polong(Not too sure) she brings along into your house and cause havoc. She's already conquered Woodlands & Tampinese as I've read on the MJ 12 website... Just want you guys to be safe out there. Anything can happen aite? So guys please becareful, we'll take it as a rumour for now. But on my FB people are talking about it, some saying their aunts got involved. Let's hope this isnt true... Allah is by our side.. Nothing to worry about... (=

Bye Bye For Now

Zubir-O

My Future Plans

2009-07-14T15:57:00.004+08:00

Just now as I was sitting down, I was thinking what I wanted to do after serving my NS. And I made up my mind to actually take up a private diploma coz god knows I flunked my chances of getting into poly. I surveyed online and the best I could think of is MDIS. It's the best I think for me. Quite reasonable fees. And very recognised. I wanna major in the business sector. Some people say that when you finish NS, you have no intentions of studying anymore or that you've lost the interest. But for me, I'd like to think otherwise coz I'm the kind of person when I say I'm gonna do it, I'll do it.

Insyallah. I will make things happen for me. I don't think I can really survive with a Nitec in Retail & Higher Nitec In Business IT cert. These days, the better the qualifications better the pay but nonetheless, its gonna be a hard journey, but I'm willing to put it all on the line for the sake of my future. Marriage can come after that hahaha.... Need a girlfriend for that haha.. Soon ah..

Ok now, I'm done! ahaha... Have an awesome day today!

Bye Bye For Now!

Smiles From Zubir-O

Prawning Again? Haha...

2009-07-14T15:49:00.003+08:00

Yesterday evening, Marzuqi wanted to go out. He wanted to go Karaoke-ing but then Karaoke sessions always cost a bomb, so I suggested prawn fishing hahaha... Addicted abit lah but not so much now... So then we took a cab to Jurong Hill and got our rod and bait from the other day. And we began prawning... As usual the first few minutes, no luck but then Marquzi found another tactic haha.. And it worked fine...

People were looking at us non-stop cos we were bringing in the prawns one after another effortlessly haha... Quite fun as usual, but this time round we got more. After were done prawning, I Barbequed the prawns and we took in 17 prawns haha.. Just the two of us. Marzuqi & I were super sleepy at this point. We walked from Jurong Hill all the way near Jurong Point coz there were no signs of cabs or buses... Sucked big time... I think it was a 45mins walk.. When we finally got to JP, we hailed a cab and headed home.. I reached at 6plus in the morning haha.. I was super tired...

I wanna thank Marzuqi for the treat... He paid for everything literally... Thanks bro...
That's it for Prawning... Chao!

Bye Bye For Now!
Smiles From Zubir-O

Happy Birthday....

2009-07-13T12:43:00.002+08:00

Today is my niece's 2nd birthday! Hehe... Happy 2nd Birthday Nur Aqilah Ayeesha... I pray the best for you and want you to be a big somebody when you grow up... Read this post when you can read already ok makcik? haha... I love you always... (=

Bye Bye For Now!

Smiles From Zubir-O